Sunday, December 30, 2007 ♥ 2:28 PM
CHRISTMAS!
was kinda fun (: service in church which lasted only an hour, before heading for dinner with many many people at great world (: some people are really mean and made me really pissed but its okay because i sorta believe in karma. HAHAH if only he knew what he looked like, btw. oh ew.
had a post christmas party at my house with the churchies with uniform as theme (: the turnout was pretty good! : D like 99% came in uniform! : D mel and shu and li and caleb came over to prepare the things for the party and it was super retarded! and there was leftover food! (we actually thought we ordered too little) i srsly think the mgt should extend the closing time for the funtion room. what kinda party ends at 10? aiyo. i hope they had fun anyways, mel and shu did a good job planning it (:
after that, went to zouk for mambo, initially. but cos of circumstances (phuture being to crowded), we left for arena! (we includes keish lyn xin mau and her two friends mok and jesse) arena was a thousand times better because it was so much less crowded and the band was really good (: but it was scary because after that, two of them got drunk, and one of them had lips so blue and hands so cold that we sent her to A&E at sgh. hope she's okay now but that was the scariest till date. came home at six and i can't remember what happened the next day!

working at cold rock's really fun, though i srsly suck at mixing the things together. urgh and some customers get confused with their own orders, and i get blamed for taking the wrong orders! and its srsly scary when i have to deal with 5 orders at once! the pay's measly, but the people working there are great, really :D i had fun, definitely.
winter sonata has been the reason for my existence the past 2 days, and i think bae yong jun looks better with black hair! don't know why so many aunties are obsessed with him though, he's not that great! daniel henney's better : D and the girl's really pretty : D i was talking to daniel, and the consensus is that lesbians are more acceptable than gays. don't ask why, but
thats the way it is.
and yes, i think i did change afterall.
another THANK YOU update soon : D
Friday, December 28, 2007 ♥ 1:55 AM
one's becoming such a slut,
and the other hasn't become any less of a bastard.
urgh
p.s. don't ask me who, i won't tell.
Monday, December 24, 2007 ♥ 11:51 PM
okay i know i'm like damn lag, but i really haven't had the time to do proper updates!! so many things have happened, and because i've procrastinated for WAYYYY TOOO LOOONNNG, i shall just do it in point form. or else, this post will take forever and ever and ever and ever..
EH WAIT distraction! i love the way picoult writes!! it's choked with emotion and the she so amazingly captures the raw emotion that you can feel it so distinctly ~ 'i let the tears come, spilling across my face like hot mercury and burning their path to the pillow'. mannnnnnnnnn..
okay ANYWAYS
MELBOURNE!

- jump shots aplenty
- danced for one day, shopped and lavender farmed the rest of the days away. IMO, quite a waste of time! but i guess the j2s bonded even more : D really glad to have had the opportunity to be with them for a few days uninterrupted! the j1s are SUCH SHOPAHOLICS I TELL YOU. it's quite astonishing!!
- melbourne dancers are amazing : D i wish singapore had such degrees and schools.
- shoddy hotel! i guess we really did have to adhere to a tight budget.
- wish we had less chinese food.
- plane rides were terrible!! i can't stand sitting for 6 hours straight. my butt felt like it was about to fall out once i stood up! watched many shows, including fantastic 4 and I FORGOT. shat.. it's got katherine haigel (spelling?) inside though.
- many late nights in shijie's mau's and jun's room : D and krispy kremes from val's brother : D YAYYYY. their tv programmes are hilarious though!! so full of shit. keish and i watched tv while the rest played cards. bridge is so not my thing!
- looking at hongheng, i never knew one person could stuff that much food in a body. it's scary, trust me.
anyways, i had fun (: melbourne had so much more to offer in terms of dance and cultural enrichment, but i guess what we had was enough. for a school trip, that is.
PROM! (infusion- 90% glamour, 10% rock)

random!


APEEWEES!

BIRTHDAY GIRL (:
- was fun, especially the getting wet and looking like models. HAHAHAH.
- cindy looked like a doll
- did our hair at shunji (shijie, mau, jun, keish- lyn went somewhere else). shijie and keish looked like modern day goldilocks, mau looked sooooo mature but damn pretty, jun looked like some crazyass model with her crazy hair!
- everyone looked really gorgeous IMO
- post prom (at MOS) was kinda boring cos everyone was tired, and everyone else's feet was hurting
- really thankful for prom because it SO HELPED ME GET OVER SOMETHING omg omg omg hideousnessssssssssssssssssss
- prom was quite a joke, esp since the next morning i had to be in the airport. had macs breakfast with keish, lyn and lyn's friend, mok and elias.
- sat in the hotel lobby gossiping with keish and mok while waiting for my dad
- prom was such a joke, cos i actually got prom queen and best dressed.. LIKE OMGGGGGGGGG??? clarence got prom king : D yay. stupid stupid paris hilton nicole richie question.
KOREA

see my sister and i in the reflection!! HAHAHAH



Harrods and Gordon
- 2 extremely cute little boys
- 1 extremely cute sec one boy called darren who's extremely shy. he loves his mummy alot! you should see them its soooo heartwarming. couldn't get over him for quite some time, to such extents that dexter called me a paedophile. ahhahah
- extremely cold weather
- extremely boring food. it was the same everyday and it didn't help that it was rice for every meal soooo sickening!!! it was like hot plate food every morning
- skiing wasn't as great as everyone made it out to be
- shopping was terrible
- tours are horrible because of the super early wake up calls.
- roar. the whole trip was quite terrible. i think the only good thing was the seaweeds. and the rollercoasters : D
- sister ah. she lost her wallet again!!! so terrible.
- almost always the last in the tour group, all thanks to my father who's always needing to shit, and my sister who's always staring at her reflection!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was like permanently embarrassed.
- climbed to the top of some hill, and the scenery was breath-taking (: so was the scenery at nami island, which was where the shot winter sonata : D ahhaha (thanks kenneth for lending me the VCD)
CHURCH CAMP (know Him more)(pulau Ubin)
- wasn't very well organised, but the effort that the camp comm put in was super commendable : D very proud of the sec 3s and the rest of them, i'm sure they did their best and i'm sure God was happy : D
- the mild games were funny. our group SOVEREIGN, didn't win anything though. SHAMPOO YOUR HAIR was super unglam!! went to the wrong pail, dammit how embarrassing!!!
- BUT, SOVEREIGN STILL WON IN THE END : D yay we rocked. prob cos we won treasure hunt and talentime. i was guanyinma and paula and shiva's hands HAHHAHA hilarious. daniel was my boyfriend B****A, the suicide bombers were hilarious, so was cass the kiblad arrow. ahahha wheel of fortune was hilarious! i think the other groups all did a pretty good job as well : D esp shu's group!!! they were super funny. MR EMO! gary was super uber cute : D he has finally opened up!
- i wish the boat ride was more shaky. HAHAH shu and joyce and grace! (read SHU's blog for details of camp, btw)
- sunlit svc was a bit off. but it's okay (: rare experience
- giant fish thing in the lake thing.
- night walk was terrible ): (shan't elaborate!)
- many many dance practices (: gruelling, but fruitful.
- last night in church was kinda tiring, but we still stayed up to play games. tried sleeping and failed, so i was reaalllly grumpy. didn't help that shu li and i had to go buy new shirts for the dance after camp even though we were so dirty and smelly and gross. AND TIRED. ahahhaha but it's okay la. the encouragement notes were really nice! (: kenneth's funny. i love the twins : D and the rest of the sec three boys :D super cute!
on hindsight, the entire camp was really fun (: many learning points as shu said, and i guess everyone of us learnt sth (: many thanks to those who made this camp possible and FYI, the hard work's definitely recognised and appreciated (:
- went out with ryl di and lyd for dinner after that, after which we sat at the fountain at taka to talk. lyd and i went off to watch a midnight movie after they ryl and di left! GOOD LUCK CHUCK was sick to the core, gross to the mxm man!! two of us were such toots! we didn;t know that it was r21 and no one checked, so we basically ended up watching porn. funny storyline though! so full of crap. ahahah DISGUSTING for some parts, but heartwarming at others (: jessica alba's hot!
CHRISTMAS OUTREACH (22/10)
- went back to church on sat to help out with the logs, and omg hahah some people are just hilarious!!!!!! LIEN, hotness!! ahahha funny
- dinner at pizza hut with churchies, and i got FISH (my new hamster) it's really damn cute. mel came up with the name!! : D
- sunday was the thing, but went to xr's church to watch her getting baptised before heading to church (: CONGRATS XR, ON BEING BAPTISED! really pray that you'll continue to grow as a woman of faith, and continue to shine forth His good works! i love youuuuuuuuu :*
- church was so hot. and i shouldn't have worn the heels!!! i was towering over people like a giant.
- met mok for 'lunch' at the coffee shop and AIYO that boy ah. NOTHING TO SAY MAN. kept blaming me for missing his birthday party!!! felt pretty bad ):
- the usual stuff, makeup and everything. purple didnt suit many people, esp e darker ones!! oh dear. but everyone looked really good in the end. ahhaha even the BOYS. the stupid sec three boys kept doing that face!!! SO MEAN. but ahhaha it was quite funny la. their gayness cracks me up. nat wore my hoop earring!! that was the ultimate!!
- PEOPLE, i think we did great! all glory to God : D the dances were beautiful ((: i'm so glad YE pulled through this together (:
- went for supper opp beauty world after that with quite alot of people (: then after that, mel shu li went home together with some others, and the rest of us (benedict, paul, andrew, daniel, david, charissa, saul my sister and i went to watch national treasure at cine. the show wasn't bad, but i was extremely sleepy)
OKAY SO THAT'S IT. i'm DAMN TIRED!!! just came back from christmas dinner with my father's side. gosh the babies are really cute : D went out with the sevens earlier today, minus ruth and sara. went to NYDC, we were all so freaking broke!! went job hunting at hv with shu and toh after that, and we applied at cold rock! (cute guy) so hopefully, we get a job and become productive : D signed up for pilates with lyd and shu (: random classes coming up i can't wait to exercise LIKE SRSLY. shu's blog has greater elaboration on camp, and mel's of christmas outreach : D
shall upload photos another time (: GOODNIGHT peoples : D
MERRY CHRISTMAS & GOD BLESS
Saturday, December 15, 2007 ♥ 8:41 AM

last night was absolutely terrifying. never scared myself this bad before, and it felt like the entire world was spinning and i had no control over myself and my consciousness- all i felt like doing was sleeping and throwing up. not a pretty picture when you sum up everything. apparently, in my state of unconsciousness, i totally zao genged (omggggg), threw up on people and refused to stand up in the middle of a dance floor. sounds kinda funny now, but it definitely wasnt last night (actually, this morning) when i had to be dragged up and carried out! haha okay it does sound kinda funny.
still, thank God for mau and xin and her friends. otherwise, i may be dead right now HAHAHA okay not really. exaggeration, but you get the idea. but, the part where there was actual dancing, it was actually really fun : D LOVE YOU MAU AND XIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and thank goodness that mau remained sober the entire time! and surprisingly, xin did too. AIYA sian. HAHAH nevermind.
dance practice before that was really hilarious! JIN PUT, AH SAI, JIA SAI AND J.SHEN (prounounced as jason, but actually jian sheng) hahhaha i think i got a bit of abs from laughing so much. and i;m so glad the dance's finally taking form, it looks pretty good. just that gary;s steps were kinda hard to catch! the snake thing. MUST BE BECAUSE i haven't actually danced danced for a long time. went out with ryl before that, din tai fung rocks : D missed that girl so much. ikea and icecream, then bused down to church with mel shu li ale and shaunald. gosh i miss church people too much
frost's sniffing my toes. prob because she smells butter, mau's smelly dog.
MAU, go clean up your room la damn messayyy.
~more abot prom, melbourne and korea later :*
Tuesday, December 04, 2007 ♥ 12:28 AM
back from melbourne, and now i feel like puking.
so, sweet dreams!
you know, there are so many things that i have to understand, to let go and to forget.
then again, there are so many other things that i don't want to have to remember and i kinda wish i can somehow hold on to it forever, cling on like there's not tmrw. almost like a desperate clawing.
i know i don't make sense!
byebye
OOOOHHH
xoxo, GOSSIP GIRL (rocks man) VEEKS has become a total bimbo