Tuesday, September 27, 2005 ♥ 9:07 PM
acjc people came todayjuannie was in the pictures!
and in the pamphlet thingey
and anyways.
JUST AS I EXPECTED, i got A FREAKING LOW GRADE FOR EMATH. i lost twenty five marks of careless mistakes. BEAT THAT.
see la.
where am i gonna go?
my future seems damn BLEAAAAAAAK.
and that includes sat cos the stupid escape theme park has such high prices.. so i dont think they wanna go anymore.
I WANNA SIT SOMETHING SCARY
i want to scream and scream and scream
i want to get away from it all.
Monday, September 26, 2005 ♥ 7:17 PM
RARARARARARA.today SUCKS.
tomorrow'll be worse.
AND I AM SO SO SO UPSET. shit it. frost has a bloody full grown cataract and its not normal at all. she's still such a baby. HOW CAN THIS FREAKING THING HAPPEN. AND NOW THERE'S SOMETHING ELSE WRONG WITH HER. HER HEART'S NOT BEATING NORMALLY.
i'm damn pissed.
and not like english helped.
not like emath tomorrow will help
NOTHING WILL HELP.
gonna fail everything
hwachong coming doesnt help either.
URGH. i hate the world right now
but on the other hand, it wasnt so bad until i came home. and before that i walked around with ruth and ryl for around three and a half hours. ruth left earlier though. found some pretty nice dresses but not exactly what i want. so i didnt get anything. and my feet are as dead as my legs. wonder how that mount everest guy did it. if i were the one climbing, not only would i have gotten frostbite and hape, i'll probably have died.
urgh.
Sunday, September 25, 2005 ♥ 8:16 PM
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.another week has passed and ive no choice but to face reality. i need to start mugging all over again from tomorrow onwards. this whole week of rest was definitely well deserved! i guess. but my results arent something that i'm looking forward to.. URGH. thank God ive got sat/fri to look forward to (:
church was so unhappening this week.
jiezhen came though.. she started jumping when no one else was. haha. funny (:
combined cell with sarah's. quite interesting.
ah nothing nice to say!
gave mel her present and she likes it so i'm glad!
AH TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW. its coming! but we're going prom dress shopping tomorrow! ryl me ruth shu maybe lyd? i dont know
my sister keeps pinching her nose to try and make it sharper. someone PLEASE tell her that its not gonna happen even if she pinches it for decades. she's being damn stubborn bout it! crazy.
and i was just thinking. sometimes, the problem doesnt lie with us, but the environment plays a part in how much we can feel. its not like as if we can shut out everything else even if we try damn hard. that's not gonna happen!
insensitivity.
Saturday, September 24, 2005 ♥ 8:23 PM
eeyer.. everytime i come online there's no one nice to talk to! shunning me like i have aids or sth. ahha.anyways. tuition was super super irritating. i kept wanting to pull all my hair out cos my sickening wickening fringe kept poking into my eyes. then i kept tearing. and shu wasnt much better. ahhaa. she was damn tired. ahahha. hilarious really.
and shu dont read that book when there are people around? its like XX. ahah
what else.
OHYAHOHYAHOHYAH. i shant pms anymore if i can help it cos pmsing people are irritating.
ive been watching movies NONSTOP. haha. thurs-longest yard fri-the cave sat (today)-notebook. but then they didnt have sisterhood of the travelling pants so too bad. AND OH MAN. there was something seriously wrong with the video shop guy. maybe he took stimulants or sth. shu can testify to that!
and serene centre ALWAYS have sc people. haha
CHURCH TOMORROW. is it bs? whinewhine. but at least its CHURCH! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
but then again. i dont want next week to come.
papa turned 50 yesterday (: old person.
PROM DRESS! black corset. heeheehee. lose weight first!
MEL. if you read this, i want you to know that i love you no matter what. and dont worry dear! shit happens. (:
Wednesday, September 21, 2005 ♥ 10:28 PM
sleep sleep sleepoh so glorious! ahahaha
yay. exams are FINALLY OVER. but o levels arent. shit it! i hate studying. ahhaa. i wont get far in life but SO?! like i care. hmph.
amath was horrid. ah whatever.
went out with seveners todayy. had lotsa fun. ate at crystal jade! yummy. ahhaa. watched the one o clock show.
the longest yard rocks my socks! i love love love love love it. (: bestest movie i've watched in a long long timeee. (: adam sandler's really good (: ahah. but there were these weird boys behind us who kept saying whoooooooo when this woman who had huge boobs walked. ahhaha. hilarious really. there were quite a lotta sc girls as well! (:
nelly's cuute. (: ahha. so's that super tall guy. who's actually quite scary.. and i cant be bothered to put up the guards picture here. but theyy're cute as well. at the end la. ahaha. bad guy turned good. yay. love this show.
took retarded neoprints. hahaha
Monday, September 19, 2005 ♥ 5:13 PM
yayyyi am happy! my maid found my notebook in one of the humongous amath files. wonder what it was doing there..
(((:
yay!
but boo cause papers today were rather sucky. geog ive got like 14 wrong already
so saddddd!!!!!!
but never mind la.
i deserved it cause i didnt study
but people like shu never study and have all the luck hahaha.
ALL THE BEST FOR PHYSICS!
one more left!
and marcia cross's pretty
okay. shall go back to sleeping. really darn tired. ive got dark circles. look like panda. amanda the panda! ahhaha. someone used to call me that. and there's such a bubblegum thing you know. ahaha. too lazy to find it.
ALL THE BEST FOR PRELIMS MEL! you can so do it.
and all the not sec four people, JIA YOU for eoys ok! ((:
JC people esp J2s all the bestest best best ((:
Sunday, September 18, 2005 ♥ 7:48 PM
i am depressed because i have lost my notebook which i have had for two years and which esther gave me for my birthday last yeari had it last week
and now its gone
i miss my notebook!
whoever has it
return it please?
or if not..
its really gone for good.
i can cry
shitit
Saturday, September 17, 2005 ♥ 10:03 PM
rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrso much to study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
or rather
practice for amath
shit shit shit
gonna
fail fail fail
hahaha
oh wells.
the past week was like shit so maybe the next week will be too.
most probably
but i dont want to worry
cos then i feel like i dont trust God
thats what esther said and i so super agree
(:
yeaps
so lets not worry people!
(:
saw auntie doris today with stephanie.
soo cuute
ahhaha
then i saw diana ser at wisma
she's pretty
but she looks proud
hahha
oooohoo
byebyw
Sunday, September 11, 2005 ♥ 6:02 PM
whoaaa. this is damn accurate.took it from ian's blog.
hahaha. quite horrid actually.
SLUAN
often late(not true!), influenced more by others than self, easily frustrated, frequently driven to impress others, easily moved to tears, does not believe everything can be explained scientifically, fires back when someone hurts them, not analytical, easily distracted, does not always know what they are doing, easy to get to know, easily impressed, easily influenced, rarely prepared, not controlling, prone to jealousy, not bothered by disorder, low self confidence, acts without hesitation, not self reflective, thinks fun is the most important thing in life, worrying, easily hurt, spontaneous, tense, high maintenance, not detail oriented, unpredictable, prone to attachment, not interested in science, not afraid to draw attention to self, anxious, does not know why they do some things, not strict with self, inexplicably happy some of the time, attentive to appearances, underachiever, bases goals on inspiration rather than logic, will do a lot to avoid rejection, swayed by emotions, uses acts of kindness to get closer to people
actually everything but then those are the more outstanding ones. ahahha
tim led worship and shared today(: did a great job really.
gonna dance for christmas outreach, quite exciting really. but yet. i feel so sian bout it. prob cos prelims are tomorrow?!?!?!?! and what am i doing here. hahaha.
okay gotta scoot.
ta
Saturday, September 10, 2005 ♥ 5:08 PM
woot. church tomorrow (:so exciting.
its gonna be the highlight of the week since this whole week has been nothing but my irritating boring sickening shitifying brainterrifying textbooks/notes/tys.
i hate studying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
MOE SEE THIS SEE THIS?!?!??!?! *waves hands frantically*
okay. ((:
i've got many mossie bites. like FIVE?! and one on my neck and one on my face and er. feet. everywhere la. HOPEFULLY its not dengue.
and its damn funny. my sister went hysterical went charlotte messaged her saying that they found a woman's head at the mrt. apparently her aunty told her and then i switched on the news and there it was. quite shocking, really.
okay. back to ss (: two more pages and im done with it! done with it! done done done((: WOOOOT.
*scratch scratch*
♥ 12:21 AM
YEA YEA! east coast! (: *grinsk. it was damn fun. went blading. hahha. met huimin, tim, buzz. haha. went with shu char and rach. so fun can! hahahah. k. blading was spastic! hahahaha. but i stuck it out. yepps. so at the beggining, it was like shit. fell down at the start of the slopey thing. then after that.. i fell so after the hump. and another time at another hump. then after that i got my blading skills from the past back, so it wasnt that bad. rachel was pro! hhaha. she and char were so nice. hahaa. helped me and shu when we were in great difficulty before that. yepps. skated for around five km, to the hawker centre from mackers and back. on the way back i had to clean frost's shit. special thanks to timothy who helped me walk frost all the timee when we were skating. and char too. (: gelaré's at east coast cheats your money. hmph. so little ice cream. hahaa. then while we were there, i told char and rach to pour water over tim. and they did it. and started a water fight. hahaha. poor rachel. got attacked by tim. and like she was how wet? char was quite wet too! hahah. these two gays were staring at AHEM's butt. hahaa. sad.
then we went to the beach! frost got wet wet wet mans. hahaha. figured that she doesnt like swimming much. but she used to love it though. wonder what happened. buzz wasnt even allowed to go near the water. yeaps. after that, went back to shu's house.
-sleepover
oo. hahaha. k. slacked around, watched rubbish tv, then decided to go talk. talked talked talked bout everything under the sun, then decided to sleep. rachel and charissa were kinda SCARY! mans. hahhaa. 'i'm feeling les'. hhahha. then they were waiting for me to sleep so they could turn me into one. hahaha. WHATEVER MANS! then in the middle of the night there was this beeping sound and we were so noisy, shu had to say SHHHHHHH. hahaha. sorry shu! and rachel and char. dont talk so much bout sex la. hahaa. stupid girls. i tried not to listen, cos by then, i was seriously quite grossed out, so i slept. hahaa. (:
morning was nice and cold. pulled the blankets off rach and char. haha. Ooo~! I JUST REALISED THAT THEIR NAMES HAVE THE SAME ALPHABETS. haha. cool. then cut lien's bday cake, mel came, went to church.
church was normal, we sat at a diff place today. (:
RACHEL WORE A SKIRT! WHOOOHOO! u go girl! haha. then everyone was like how did u people manage to do that? hahaha. WELL, WE DID IT! (: go SIA!
yepps. its probably the last time i'm gonna have fun, cos school's starting tomorrow. -sigh. dont want.
that was a post from previous diaryland. i keep thinking of my church besties! ((: shu mel char rach. i want things to be the same as before! "
i love you four (:
Friday, September 09, 2005 ♥ 8:43 PM
You are Belle! You never quite fit in at home,
viewed as being "a little strange".
You see the good in others, even when it's hard
to do so, and believe that others can change
for the better, if given the chance.
Which Disney Princess Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
hahahaa. shu made me take it! she's ariel. how cuuute. we used to do disney princess puzzles at her house and i always did belle and she always did ariel and mel did aurora. (: ahahaa. sleeping beauty. (: okay. off to books again. boohoo. oh btw. my sister's snow white!! ahhahaha. cracks me up! okay
ta!
Wednesday, September 07, 2005 ♥ 5:19 PM
Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trustNot only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
this song's nice (: kelly clarkson.
anyways. going off to study!
okay look!! here's our eyecandy list
(they're coded!)
1) jumping bean
2)pig
3)THE super flirt.
FIND it damn hilarious. ahaha. and the stupid scapade party song (bballers) is playing. ahahha. my retarded sister downloaded it.
and right! at tuition its damn retarded. shu took a stopwatch to time us. ahhaha. cos none of us had a watch and my phone's battery went deaD! so retarded.
my sister's going to church to help out with sunday school. i feel like tagging along but yet i dont. ahhaha. whatever! i need to study anyways.
alright all you people!
BYEBYE (:
Tuesday, September 06, 2005 ♥ 7:20 PM
lalala.here i am
again!
oh wells.
never mind la.
dinner's in nine minutes time so i shall just slack for nine minutes
nothing to say thoughh
i love mugging. i wanna become a super nerd! ahaha. with God's grace i believe i can do it.
hurhurhur
see. i'm turning into a nerd already
this is what mugging does to you
mugging is dangerous.
precautions should be taken
mugging should be banned.
we should have a stupid nation.
ahhahaha.
i mean if everyone's stupid then there wont be any problems right? and wars wont start cos people wont know how to make weapons. ahhahaa. so stupid. i want a stupid nation. so next time i shall rule the world and make the whole world stupid. ahahhaha. i'll be the only smart one then. BUT to be fair i'll make myself stupid after i make everyone else stupid
anyways
i have this sudden urge to say i love you! to: shirley shu mel char rach li juan es wan hmms.
hahaha. these people make me happy! (: of course got a lot more. but these are the people that suddenly popped into my brain. ahaha
and i realised i have great dislikings.
and once i have these dislikings, it's really hard for me to ever like the person again
so BEWARE people of the nation. dont make me hate you. it's your loss! ahaha. maybe its mine but haiyah. whatever. just dont get into my bad books okay? (:
its for your own good, really. (:
let me find pictures! hahaa
hahaa. what wwas everyone doing? hahahahaa
((: aww
Monday, September 05, 2005 ♥ 4:19 PM
lalala. shall updatee (:anyways. last night was my last night online. *awww* ahahha. have to study! but then i keep getting distracted by EVERY SINGLE SHIT. its like i cant sit still no matter what. even if you offer me a million bucks i doubt i can sit still for two hours. its like torture man. hahaha. WAHPIANG--> my sister says that. its hilarious. so does my mother. oh wells. weird people say weird stuff!
and best of all. i dont know what i'm doing here when i should be doing my bio tys. i have no idea whats a stinking carboxylic acid is. i mean i know la. but why are they so many isomerS? rawr. chemists and biologists and geog people are like. the. lamest. people in the world. but they are smart! but somehow i feel that they should keep their knowledge to themselves. ahaha. oh wells. doesnt work that way does it.
bleepbleepbloop.
oo. new wallet. sick! its like pink. but then since it represents something so significant, i dont care bout the colour. but seriously. they should have made it blue. right BITCH? hahaa. yea. she'd agree. i'm teaching lien wrong things! but bitch doesnt have to mean anything. yeapppps. (: i love marks and spencers shoes. but too bad too ex! the shoes loss. i'm a greattt shoe owner!
went westwood yesterday. greenies are like quite mean. hmph. all the green paper people except me! ahaha. but i was stuck with two people. theyre not bad la seriously. quite cuute (: but then still! why like that right. i mean look man people. aunty kf wants this to work out so bad. maybe we should just put aside our differences and our personal selfish problems and do it for God. urghh. urks me a lot. irritating! not like i like going there.. but then since i'm there i might as well do something. but char's right. it takes two hands to clap. and it was WEIRD AND RATHER QUEER. just that i think ye can do more than that! rach was trying though! ahhaa. mel and bitch were being super lame on the bus. eeyer. and shuuu! dont worry bout your phone. (: but you ah. so careless! but i dont know. you checked like every two minutes so i didnt know how it could have gone missing. maybe it grew legs and walked away. dont know la. rawr! and i wanna go cycling/blading. but priorities! so see first! haha.
i'm such a goodie goodie. hahaha.
i wanna be a prefect.
so does shu
someone make us prefects?
but i cant make it. haahha
if i were a prefect i'd be booking myself all the time
so
heck la
i like antm! but i like the people that people dont like. ahaha. oh wells! never mind (:
april and rebecca.
blee. i just wasted one hour.
Saturday, September 03, 2005 ♥ 7:29 PM
BOOO.today WAS SUCH A SLACKY DAY
went out the entire day shopping for random things with my mummy.
and she totally... i dont know. talked bout stuff that i didnt really wanna know..
but yea
whatever.
WHATEVER
i feel guilty
i never study!!
so tonight. i shall study until like what. three. ahaha. again.
i only managed until two last night.
rawr
loser me. ):
sniff sniff
people if you gt random messaged from me its only cos i'm sick of staring at my textbook (: ahah
church plus tuition tomorrow.
westwood
erher.
dont really wanna go
and ahahaha.
yea you all so so cuuute.
my posts are kinda boring anyways! so dont bother to come. and also! i'm glad that not many people come here anymore except for you pathetic bunch (JUST KIDDING!) cos i dont really want them probing. haha
alright then. off to eat fruits.
LOVE ALL.
ps.behhhhhh smells!
Friday, September 02, 2005 ♥ 11:24 PM
HAHAHAbrands make you fat
and mummy's making me drink one every night
so!
i'm gonna try coffee!
starting tonight since i'm gonna stay up till three to mug
ahhaha.
(:
wan's gonna accompany me.
OH!
gonads. ahahhaha i think they sound weirdly cute.
my sister's friend jovel's funny. ahaha
quite cute
so's ivan!
and i like my neewww layout.
greeny!
PUI ARH
i sound like a bimbo.
and someone has decided not to talk to me
HAHHA.
but do i care?
like no.
ahhaha.
YOUR LOSS!
((:
tadeetar.
♥ 12:42 PM
ah. i'm going mad from all the mugging.not like i'm mugging damn hard
hardeehar
honours day later
i wish i wasnt getting honoured
then i can pon school.
SUCH A BLOODY WASTE OF TIME
and you are annoying me
and WHAT DID I EXPECT?
aiyarhhh.
just leave me alone.