Sunday, March 19, 2006 ♥ 7:46 PM
i'm quite glad that few people visit this blog cos i dont like making my stuff too public. and how do i know? cos its evident from the no. of tags. hahaha. but its good this way mans
ive been feeling quite down for sometime and somethings just dont make it better. i think i really think too much. maybe there's nothing that i should think about or even CARE OR WORRY ABOUT. its just wasting my life away
this whole hoiday has been a total waste of time besides having to see my DEAREST SARAH and spending time with church and a few school people. dance! thank God for it cos otherwise i wouldnt have excercised at all this holiday. HHAHA. i am getting PHHHAAATTT. alamak. and i dont even do anything bout it.
see. i jsut started stoning and thinking about what i thinki shouldnt even bother thinking about.
now i'm wishing i didnt get into pre u seminar.
stayed over at shu's last night with mel and ale. shu and mel were helping me pluck white hair. oh man its enough to give hair transplants to baldies. its that much.
and i'm a demon. i think the thought of that itself is quite scary already
i want to typeeeee and typeee and type and not get down to doing anything. i want to waste my life away. why do i find no point in jc. i feel like as if a levels dont even matter now. it feels like as if nothing in the freaking world matters now. except God of course. speaking of that, the seden today was quite weird. its not yummy. ): oh wells. i didnt think they had msg in the past like 2000 years back. whoot.
i dont know i dont know i dont know i dont know!!!!
dont know whether i should look forward to class.
dont know whether i am thinking the right thing
dont know if i should care
dont know if i should think
dont know what to do for pre u sem
dont know what to do for easter dance
dont know how i'm gonna survive school. for the next two years
dont know how i'm gonna wake up tomorrow morning in time to reach school at six
dont know how to tie my tie
oh man. i want to like die and get it over with.
pardon me for sounding extremely morbid and suicidal. its just me venting out my frustrations. so dont take it seriously cos i'm too scared even to take my own life. and Jesus loves me. He wont want me to die.
Tuesday, March 14, 2006 ♥ 11:35 PM
OMGGG. I AM EXTREMELY SUNBURNT AND I LOOK SCARY. ITS LIKE SINGAPORE FLAG KINDA CONTRAST YOU KNOW? I AM SOBURNT THAT I EVEN SCARE MYSELF. LET ME TELL YOU HOW: I WENT TO SENTOSA. yes, with my ORIGINAL OG3 (: hehhehehehehhe. we went out cos sarah's back from melb (: had a really good time catching up and i realised that nothing can compare to og3 and A5. God really blessed me with these two things in sa. that was a sidetrack. we played volleyball, gave up. went to have a drink, came back, played i nthe shade went into the water and i dont know. played around..... yes. OUCH MY BURN HURTS. then while we were going back we went to coffeebean and cos they didnt crush the ice properly, cheryl and i decided to go complain aft drinking half the cup. and they changed it for us GOOD JOB COFFEEBEANANDTEALEAF (: and i'm so happy cos math tuition is somewhat finalised.
met cheryl diane ruth lyd clarice to watch MAD HOT BALLROOM. yes that show ROCKS MAKES US ALL FEEL LIKE DANCING SO SO MUCH. now i realised i really miss dancing with sc dancers. sa dance is just so different. not in a bad way i suppose. i'm getting to like it more and more slowly. WITH PEOPLE LIKE RETARDED VEEKAY AND CINDY AND LYNETTE AND LEILEI AND THE SLIGHTLY MORE SANE KEISHA, yes i like dance! plus miss wee's classes are so fun. ROARRRRR. i want to dancce.
myburn hurtslike hell.
then i wish that singapore would have such a culture as in america. its really damndifferent.
i had to borrow money from everyone today. i'm broke as a whatever.
oay I HAVE TO GET DOWN TO DOING PRE-U SEMINAR STUFF. i am seriously gonna get kicked out or sthhh.
OH SHIT I HATE DOING WORK.
byebye
♥ 11:35 PM
OMGGG. I AM EXTREMELY SUNBURNT AND I LOOK SCARY. ITS LIKE SINGAPORE FLAG KINDA CONTRAST YOU KNOW? I AM SOBURNT THAT I EVEN SCARE MYSELF. LET ME TELL YOU HOW: I WENT TO SENTOSA. yes, with my ORIGINAL OG3 (: hehhehehehehhe. we went out cos sarah's back from melb (: had a really good time catching up and i realised that nothing can compare to og3 and A5. God really blessed me with these two things in sa. that was a sidetrack. we played volleyball, gave up. went to have a drink, came back, played i nthe shade went into the water and i dont know. played around..... yes. OUCH MY BURN HURTS. then while we were going back we went to coffeebean and cos they didnt crush the ice properly, cheryl and i decided to go complain aft drinking half the cup. and they changed it for us GOOD JOB COFFEEBEANANDTEALEAF (: and i'm so happy cos math tuition is somewhat finalised.
met cheryl diane ruth lyd clarice to watch MAD HOT BALLROOM. yes that show ROCKS MAKES US ALL FEEL LIKE DANCING SO SO MUCH. now i realised i really miss dancing with sc dancers. sa dance is just so different. not in a bad way i suppose. i'm getting to like it more and more slowly. WITH PEOPLE LIKE RETARDED VEEKAY AND CINDY AND LYNETTE AND LEILEI AND THE SLIGHTLY MORE SANE KEISHA, yes i like dance! plus miss wee's classes are so fun. ROARRRRR. i want to dancce.
myburn hurtslike hell.
then i wish that singapore would have such a culture as in america. its really damndifferent.
i had to borrow money from everyone today. i'm broke as a whatever.
oay I HAVE TO GET DOWN TO DOING PRE-U SEMINAR STUFF. i am seriously gonna get kicked out or sthhh.
OH SHIT I HATE DOING WORK.
byebye
Saturday, March 04, 2006 ♥ 4:20 PM
my sister's sick.
ermiessssssssssss. there's nothing much to tag about!!
i love schoooooooool (: cant wait for second intake.. hope nic lyd and annmarie can comeeee. i heard orientation's gonna be weird though. ROARROARROAR.
stupid create talent shitttttttt.. grawr
REPLY TO TAGS!
THANKS SHU MEL AND RAHRAH (:
RAHRAH I MISS YOU A LOT. I'M NOT IN OG3 ANYMORE!!!! I'M IN OG4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hi anon. i bet you're lien or sth. haha.
mel, final destination was alright lorrrrrr!!! ahhahaa. you're just grossed out cos they showed her ERHEM. the person who thought of how they died must have been the most sadistic person
hi BEATING FRIEND! hahaha. you've got no idea how SPASTIC YOU SOUND!!! hahahaha. *beats back*
HI CHERYLLY WARRILYYY!!!!!! ((: YEA SAME OG!! I CANT WAIT. its ONE MORE DAAAAYY!!
hi joel! hahaha. i just find it amusing.
OKAY. out for now.
and i'm jealous that debra gets to go uk. JEALOUSSS.