Monday, January 31, 2005 ♥ 7:26 PM
mannn. today's A SUPER BAD DAY. SUPER BAD. I HATE IT.
i'm feeling so darn sickkkk. bahhh. and there's a slight fever. hope i can last this week mans. so many lessons missed if i fall sick and dont go school.
and the WORST thing is. auntie sharon's passing on. it happened so suddenly, i couldnt take the shock at first. yesterday, she had a month. and she went today. but i believe that God, whatever HE's done, has a wonderful purpose for auntie sharon and her family although we cant really see it yet. its a wonderful thing. not a wonderful thing that she passed away, but a wonderful big picture. s like auntie karfoon said: earth's not God's kingdom, heaven is. so yea. bless auntie sharon and family.
till then, study time.
p.s. AWWW GERALD AND BENN AND CHARR! missed youu too. ahhahahaha. char i dont know what ure talking bout.
Sunday, January 30, 2005 ♥ 7:51 PM
ayees.
saturdayy-
tuition in the morning. then went to eat lunch with lyd. then came my house. slept. she studied zi du. then went for tuition. then lyd came over to stay. watched simple life and kept saying how stupid they were. 'who's tom?' err. hahahaha. okok. then she slept rather early. ahhaha. i wrote out zidu words then went to sleep
sundayy-
supposed to have breakfast with crystal but she cancelled it. haha. so hardworkingg. woke up then went back to sleep. then ate in the car and mummy drove us to lyd's church. erms. talk was on infatuation love and marriage. so cliché. hahaha. but the speaker was so cuute. ahhaha. then after that went ps for lunch with ermm.. amanda (COUSIN!) julia ther rachel germaine sara and lyd. i think thats it. ahha. okok. and then rach's special friend camee. lalala. then went to suntec for claire's birthday party. hahaha. sara and lydia were dumb and dumberer. ahhaha. so funny. amused amanda julia and i. hahaha. amanda snorts. ahhaha. and julia walks really fast. theyre both really cute. hahaha. rachel and her dearest were involved in their own world. ahhaha. soo cuute. then we kinda got lost in suntec, but found it in the end. so hard to find la! hahaha. sighsigh. went there. put li[stick, kissed claire's guestbook, wrote in it.. then put tattoos. ahhaha. so cuute. then julia and i were like putting it on each others faces. and amanda and i were so SMART. we spoiled our tattoos cos we forgot to take out the plastic.. hahah. smart. but never mind. cousins rock. the lounge place was nice. ohohohoho!! we watched a super super nice show. called : MY LITTLE BRIDE. wahhhh. damn niceee. ahahha. i teareddd.. so nice so nice. woot. then we pplayed games. ahhaha. TEAM TWO! haha. julia and amanda left alreadyy. the other team won, but never mind. then claire opened presentss. (: ate cake then talked a while then left. cher left earlier. so did lydia choa and esther. yeapps. joce fuiyi nic were there. rox and jiezhen too. so we all left together. joce's skirt keeps flying up. ahahhaha. took a shuttle bus to interchange. then took to wisma. said byebye to the resttt. ahahah. dad picked sara rox and i up. then cheryl called sara and she sounded like a guy laa!! hahaha. sighsigh. okok. yay mannn. today was super duper funnn. (: love it. once again
Friday, January 28, 2005 ♥ 11:03 PM
cos ive got birthday party from two thirty to six thirty.. yeapps. going another church in the morning. ): anywayyss. (: tell me when to book the COURTS LA!! toot! hahaha. expect me to be psychic is it. HEY RACHIEE! HEY SHUENN! HEY ROXY!! HEY DADDY!! HEY MAMAMAMAMA!! (:
Tuesday, January 25, 2005 ♥ 7:56 PM
hey rach! if u ever come here, I TELL YOU, i love the song on your blog. (: ahhaaha. EYECANDEHH. (: woot.
k la. math test wasnt bad, all the tests i got back so far werent that terrible. but then. wait till bio comes back. ROAR.
dance's so painful nowadays. read shu's blog for a more detailed update.
oh dear me. YEers, i'm so gonna miss you all. wont be seeing you all this sundayy. )": that's the worst thing. bahhhh.
going out with crystal in the morning on sunday, and now i'm trying to figure out how to go to lydia's church by eleven. hooowells.
she carries out the act so convincingly
my hand's still cracky. all ss's fault.
i should be studying.
and sometimes, dont be the way that you are. cos that's pissing. sorry, but the truth hurts.
maryyyy poppins. (((:
Sunday, January 23, 2005 ♥ 11:25 AM
i guess, you didnt even bother to say goodbye.
Saturday, January 22, 2005 ♥ 10:39 PM
Jian Dan Ai
by Jay Chou
shuo bu shang wei shen me wo bian de hen zhu dong
ruo ai shang yi ge ren shen me dou hui zhi de qu zuo
wo xiang da sheng xuan bu dui ni yi yi bu she
lian ge bi ling ju dou cai dao wo xian zai de gan shou
he bian de feng zai chui zhe tou fa piao dong
qian zhe ni de shou yi zhen mo ming gan dong
wo xiang dai ni hui wo de wai po jia
yi qi kan zhe ri luo
yi zhi dao wo men dou shui zhao
Chorus:
wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai
ai neng bu neng gou yong yuan dan chun mei you bei ai
wo xiang dai ni qi dan che
wo xiang he ni kan bang qiu
xiang zhe yang mei dan you
chang zhe ge yi zhi zou
wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai
ai ke bu ke yi jian jian dan dan mei you shang hai
ni kao zhe wo de jian bang
ni zai wo xiong kou shui zhao
xiang zhe yang de sheng huo
wo ai ni ni ai wo
xiang~~ jian! jian! dan! dan! ai!~~~~~
xiang~~ jian! jian! dan! dan! ai!~~~~~
nice nice song. (: sang it last year for chinese talentime. cocnut trees. i think this has to be my favourite chinese songs. ahhaa. i dont know any others. hehs. anyways. its been quite cool this week. went ngee ann poly today. really dont mind doing mass com. just have to pray and ask God what he wants me to do. but there are only two hundred spaces. but can try. (: ok. takkaire people. loveee! oh. shall we dance rocks.
Monday, January 17, 2005 ♥ 7:54 PM
In open fields of wild flowers
She breathes the air and flies away
(She thanks her Jesus for) the daisies and the roses
In no simple language
Someday she'll understand the meaning of it all
He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
As close as a heartbeat or a song on her lips
Someday she'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
Someday He'll call her and she will come running
And fall in His arms, and the tears will fall down and she'll pray
[chorus]
I want to fall in love with You
I want to fall in love with You
I want to fall in love with You
I want to fall in love with You
Sitting silent, wearing Sunday best
The sermon echoes through the walls
(A great salvation through) it calls to the people
Who stare into nowhere, and can't feel the chains on their souls
He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
As close as a heartbeat or a song on our lips
Someday we'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
Someday He'll call us and we will come running
And fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and we'll pray
[chorus]
I want to fall in love with You
I want to fall in love with You
I want to fall in love with You
I want to fall in love with You
La la la...
It seems too easy to call You Savior
Not close enough to call you God
(So as I sit and think of) words I can mention
To show my devotion
[chorus]
I want to fall in love with You
I want to fall in love with You
I want to fall in love with You
I want to fall in love with You
[3x]
((:
♥ 5:42 PM
once upon a time, Martians and Venusians met, fell in love, and had happy relationships together because they respected and accepted their differences. Then they came to earth and amnesia set in: they forgot they were from different planets.
HMMMMS.
Sunday, January 16, 2005 ♥ 7:44 PM
who asked you not to realise.
yippee. singapore just scored a goal. i think we're pro man. but better not be conceited.
bout the newspaper article on underage teens going clubbing drinking all that, i think it's really wrong la. shouldnt do it. disgrace yourself, parents, friends, school, God. please. not worth it. all u do is get deaf and molested without even knowing. hahaha. people do weird things.
friday went for the third place thing. not bad. i liked the sincerity of the second part. yepps. played really well. place was filled with acjc people. aahhaa. quite weird. then after that few of us went macs. curly frieS! hahaa. i prefer straight ones. dad sent juan and rach to holland v.
saturday. tuition. then lyd came to study. then ruth's birthday dinner. it was a blast man! (: hahaha. coolie oolie. ruth's sixteen! cant believe it. HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN RUTHIE POO! (: hehs. yepps. went sha villa. then told scary stories. almost freaked out la. hahahah. wah. damn scary. plus they were REAL. but i shall stand strong cos i'm protected. (: anyways. sara sent me and shuen home. eeeks. damn scary. then sara and i went out. then ruth followed. cos we didnt wanna hear what was coming next. ahhahaha. oh wells. A GRAIN OF RICE. whatever. whatever. had loadsa funnn. (: thanks ruth.
today, went mel's house. ate prawn mee and papaya. not a good mix. stomach ache after that. the prawn mee was YUMMMMYY. ahhahaha. then studied. ahaha. then went gy,. ran almost 2km. including step ups. ahhaha. so cool. we're keeping fit man! three cheers for us. hahaha. and looked at old photos. WAH. people REALLY CHANGE. so super cute. sang backup. RACH! nice songs, sia! (: pats back. bb boys came today. a few of them. and gerald was meaan. hmmms. what else. cell. juan was in her own world. ahhahaa. and became a lazy pig. went for service. today the whole thing was about discipleship. disciples should beget disciples. i think thats our main purpose for existence. not being a churchian, but a real christian. its hard sometimes, but it's worth it. (: used up one and a half packs of tissue. stupid nose. and CHAR u have the photo! hahahahaa. dont keep staring ah. ahhaa. its bad for your eyesss. and not like u dont get to see it. ahahaha.
and rach. ahhahahaha. ((: love her to bits. ahahhaha! quite sweet la quite sweet.
Thursday, January 13, 2005 ♥ 9:01 PM
nic's really funny joke. AHAHHA. as in. REALLY FUNNY.
goes like this (bay pronounciation pun for miss beh)
joke origin: frustration during amaths lesson. nic sara and i. when she was teaching permutations. none of us understood. irritated with beh, thus this joke. or whatever. ahhaa. nic's philosophy.
WE'RE STUCK ON THIS BAY
AND WE CANT SAIL AWAY.
ISNT IT HILARIOUS. ahahahahahaha.
DeeGeemons rock. (:
Sunday, January 09, 2005 ♥ 6:52 PM
camp photos are CUUUTEE!! hahahaa. but i look REALLY FUNNY IN ALL OF THOSE THAT I'M IN. ahahhaha! cant stop laughing. FOND FOND FOND memories. (:
i will worship You
You are worthy of all honour
You are worthy to receive all praise*
hmms.
why like thaT?
the week's been hectic, trying to get used to the fact that i'm actually sec four, that chinese O level's actually in june, that there are actually O levels this year. i want to do well! but somehow i'm not used to mugging so early. ahhaha. k. shall start. tomorrow. i will, i can and i must! ahhaha.
miss tng took ballet on wednesday. i like it better than miss ong's cos it really cleans up my technique. and its more fun anyways. hahah. RAD's a bit boring.
thursday went for chinese tuition with lyd. then dad made me wait so long at wisma before he came to fetch me. so bored la. hahaa.
friday. had dance. did the usual stuff. and chinese dance. whoa. damn boring! so tiring. and i was sweating like mad. quite sian. but shant complain. stayed back after that to do the sec four thing. changed quite some stuff but everything's going well! ahhaha. if its really happening, i shall ask people come watch. ahaha. see first. lalala. funk! sigh. ahah
sat. had tuition again. with lydia in the morning. before that ate roti prata at the market. ahhaha. quite nice la. LYD WE SHALL DO THAT MORE OFTEN! hahaa. wheehee. and then we took bus there. studied for the zi du test. yeaps. i dont think i can remember anything already. like that how. o levels. ahhaa. sigh. shant think so much bout it for today. for today. only. then after that went to junction eight to get some stuff. ahaha. and eat. then both our moms couldnt pick us up. so lyd decided to come my house. so took mrt to toa payoh. cos we decided to get off and try the bus interchange. there was like NOTHIng. hahaha. no bus. so we went to the bus office there right. and this old uncle helped us. take 157 then drop at macritchie change bus. but it sounded quite absurd. hahaa. thanks to joel man. otherwise lyd and i will be like TOTALLY LOST. ahhaha. quite funny. lydia was like AMANDAaa!! LETS HAVE AN ANDVENTURE~! hahahaa. quite funny. came to my house. used the internet, burned cd for lyd. and lyd! u mUST HAVE TALKED TO him LA! hahahaha. quite obvious. then after that had to go for catherine tuition. and send lyd back. i made lydia feel bad for a good cause. (: i'm a good persuader. ahhaha. then yepps. catherine tuition was really crowded. so shitty. dont like. then waste so much time waiting for her. sigh--. i wish i was p6 again. i liked my tuitiion LOADS. (:
it's different now. everything is. it's changing. and i dont like it.
todayyy had church. went to provenance before that to get sandwiches. so crystal and kristen and another girl before that and saw derrick after that. hahaha. and mr and mrs wong and debbie too. ahhaha. but they all didnt see me cos i was in the car. hahaha. lalalala. then had church. erms. some band consisting of moses joash joel ian melvin played for worship. then we did some fast and pray thing. yepps. i'm fasting this week. so people, dont tempt me. hahaha. (: new people: eliza, eugene and sulin. but i dont think sulin's coming anymore. even if she is i think she's going chiense cong cos joash's there anyways. so not bad la their band. erms. 14th seven o clock, anyone interested, go support (: talked to rachel. felt quite good cos i havent talked to her for quite some time.(: and went to buy food. rox came today! hahaha. PIGEONS! hahaha. sigh. quite sad. falalla. i cant wait for this year to be over and done with. whoohoo. God, bring me back to reality.
Tuesday, January 04, 2005 ♥ 9:32 PM
cant trust anyone anymore, so it seems.
lessons officially start tomorrow. from tomorrow on, i will study like a six pointer studies. (:
okok. everyone takkaire and study hard!
love love!
Sunday, January 02, 2005 ♥ 10:52 PM
back to school. back to everything that i wanted to get away from last year. but yet, i'm excited. DG! (: and dancers. (: yeaps. but not O's. not dance. just people. not cts either. bahhh. but i shall
be brave and courageous. (:
Saturday, January 01, 2005 ♥ 8:21 PM
first of all, happy new year to all! (: anyways. its a new year. so everyone be good k? study hard, listen to mummy and daddy, be nice to siblings, love God even more.
k. yesterday. went to meet YE people for dinner thingey. didnt go baking in the end, and hardly studied either cos i woke up late, ate, then went back to sleep again. BAHHH. bought socks, shu bought strepsils. then made our way to safra. BOWLED! wah. so super fun. hahahaha. but yea. kept having countless gutter balls. one strike, and a few spares in the two games. yepps. lousy la. mel go the highest in the FIRST GAME! *claps clap* and cass got highest second round! hahaha. (: *clapclap* then after that went for WATCHNIGHT SERVICE. i couldnt concentrate mans. the worship so shorT! hahaha. then juan shared. hahaha. she was damn scared mans. moses la! sabo her! hahaha. did my maths during the sermon. felt quite bad. but yea, otherwise i'll never get it done. sorry pastor. ): after that, said byebye to lien shu mel cos they had to go home. and rach and martin. and little vanessa was high! hahaha. then a group of us went for supper, shared popiah with shirley.
went gerald's house after that. shared. wow. was good man. ((: i never knew i could know YE better. and after that time of sharing yesterday, i felt like as if i'm seeing a whole new different side of YE, a whole new perspective of things. i cant thank God more for these wonderful people. yepps. feel so blessed. so much potential in so many people. so much that God wants to use. and time really flies man. soon, sydney will be a big boyy.ahaha.
didnt sleep at all. just kinda slacked around. and then myrtle and i tried to sleep a bit. hahaha. but that stupid juan la! hhahaha. come and squeeze us. then even later, sarah came. squeezed us even more. hahahah. yeaps. sigh-.
juan's leg was rather ticklish. then in the morning gerald had to wake us up with this superly annoying alarm. wahhhh! ahahaha. then he dumped stubbs on us! sighhhhh! hahahaha. yea mans. then yanleen squeezed in. ahhaha. so i could take it anymore cos i had already fallen into the hole, so i went to the other side of the bed and squeezed all of them. EE HEEE HEE. (:
so, soccer nexT! hahaha. we were playing basketball.i got to the three pointer, but couldnt get further than that. so kicked the ball around a bit, and i have come to a conclusion- soccer is fun. (and all the guys shout: HALLELUJAH!) hahaha. sorry. a bit retarded. the guys played against the SJC guys. and yea. good game mans. hahaha. SHUUUUUUU! and gerald. u say anything, i kick you arh. ahahahha! then it kept raining. so annoying. so in the end we went up to change. then had lunch. duck rice. with so much sauce! and the milo gave me a stomachache. hahaha. but duck rice wasnt bad. erms. how to say. didnt really have lunch with SJC people la. same place, but different tables. wasnt even like an outing. felt like strangers. i expected it. but yea. something that gerald said that ivan said: YE HAS SOMETHING SPECIAL THAT CANT BE DEFINED. how true is that. love YE so much. shu and li left already.
went back to gerald's house. then rach and mart left. then sarah and deb. and syd they all. so left juan shirley i and yanleen. so yanleen slept on the couch. ley juan and i went to the bed. slept for like three hours. Gerald ure bed damn nice to sleep! hahahaa. k. then they didnt go play pool in the end. next time la people. (:
okies. the past year has meant so much to me. that was the year, where i felt that God really worked through me, through YE. a year that i made friendships that i know will last for a long time. a year that i am so thankful for. because of all that God has done, because of all the beautiful friends i have.
one more thing: pray for the tsunamis victims ok ? (: and count your blessings.
oh yea. there's an entry below below, if u all havent noticed, for the people i loveeeee. ((: