Wednesday, April 26, 2006 ♥ 8:10 PM
there are times when you just wanna sit there do nothing and listen to slow songs just cos your life goes by too fast. just cos there's no more time to do anything else but study or cca stuff or school activites.. its just so mundane, so monotonous and sometimes i feel that life's so worthless. so tired of the straight line. its so easy to stray.and there are people adding unnecessary stress unto me. it kinda sucks because its like psychologial, and i hope it quickly blows overr. i never wanted it to happen, but somehow when things like these happen, i dont wanna live. dig a hole and burrow into it. and then there are people with such great self pity, its quite irksome.
i hate 1984. i like the book cos its highly depressing, but i dont like studying it. all the symbolism and paraphernelia.
and omg the courtroom song's playinggg. i'm gonna switch it!
i miss sc and the sevens.
and wanlin and esther and 4dg.
and our dance studios.
talking bout that, i tried going on pointe just now in my new shoes (OMG THEY'RE SUPRIMAA... SO FREAKING HARD) AND I GOT A CRAMP. pain like hell.
okay i am off. gonna read ANOTONY AND CLEOPATRA and do 1984 analysis. AHH.
i love sa dance. its so fuunn (: veeks keish kris leilei lyn cyn make it so fun.
Tuesday, April 18, 2006 ♥ 11:33 PM
school has been absolutely draining with the large increase in the amount of work that has to be done.on top of that, math and chinese tuition have started! of which i would like to illustrate using pictures but i'm too lazy cos mac computers dont have the button that says insert picture or sth. harhar.
easter performance in church was AWESOME. had a lotta fun doing it and thats why i wish everyday was sunday too. ROAR.. school's so mundane
and rapture practices are starting soon. oh yea dance's another thing. i learn damn slow and they keep teaching new stuff. pray that i can keep up! cos i love dancing ((:
TALKIN BOUT THAT, take the lead's an absolutely fantastic show. ahah. wATCH IT IF YOU CAN!
what else. oh yea ive been eating tonnes lately. so scary but i cant help it. must be because of the thing. HAHAH.
oh wells. cravings
and i am broke.
andi want a new pencil case.
and i love buying new things cos it makes me happy. ahhaha. like i was so happy today cos i finally bought a decent file. ahah. having fun filing stuff with huiyi marianne and kenyee during the h1 break.
speaking of which, the locker's damn dirty!
ahaha. i cant find the lock and im too lazy to message sharleen. ohvelivels.
cant wait for rj and vj's dance concerts, HHEHEH. and ac's one will be soon soon soon! sc dancers are like everywhere.
today venetia said something absolutely amusing- 'i dont know why but amanda reminds me of those kinda secretaries that wear short skirts.. that kind.' AHAHHA funny then we were all laughing. in the toilet. which stinks. oh wells
YUCKS THERE'S PE TMRW. i hatepe.
Saturday, April 08, 2006 ♥ 2:09 PM
last week was the most torturous week of my life. thank GOD ITS OVER! yea man.kay. parade on mon was postponed to tuesday, and on tuesday, i thought that the entire thing was quite screwed up! the audience was DEAD and really, there was nothing much to talk about.
LIFECONCERT
the band was really good (: a lotta people came and thank GOD for the salvations (: the dance was alright, but i made quite a lotta mistakes cos i kept forgetting steps.and also, due to the restricted amt of space the we had, i kept getting disoriented everytime we had to switch positions (: yay. thanks CHARLENE AND MOKMOK!! (: dont think they'll see this, but nvm! and before the thing i actually broke down. BUT YAYYYY ITS OVERRR!!!!!
oh hoho. before lifeconcert we did the cheerleading again, and I AM GLAD TO SAY THAT I THOUGHT IT WENT A THOUSAND TIMES BETTER THAN THE FIRST TIME AND IT WAS ACTUALLY QUITE FUN EVEN THOUGH WE DID IT IN THE RAIN.
anyways, just wanted to say thanks to all the parade pple. all the perspiration and hard work, i hope it payed off. i want to say sth BUT ISHANT. this blog is too damn public.
YESTERDAY I WAS SO GLAD COS I COULD SEE MY CHURCHIES FOR THE FIRST TIME IN EONS! (okay, not exactly, but two weeks felt like eternity) it was def more fun than anything i have experienced in the last three weeks anyways. ahahha. sad to say. we bought shu a birthday cake and we surprised her!! i hope she was surprised! ahhaha. it was damn funny cos after aunty doris prayed, TIM smashed cake into her face!! and yea the easter item's looking good, though its damn true that we're far from completion. (: but no worries, YE WILL PULL THROUGH LIKE ALWAYS BY THE STRENGTH and MERCY OF OUR FATHER (: being in church and in the midst of church people makes me extremely happy (:
i have read 200 pages of 1984 ((: hehehehe. and ive got gp essay to write now so i shall scoot. YAY I AM SO HAPPPYYY!!!!
oh ho ho. and people keep getting the wrong idea nowadays. oh wells. HOPEFULLY THEY REALISE THAT THEY THINK WRONG! haha. bad ingwish.
Monday, April 03, 2006 ♥ 9:45 PM
oh my shit. i am so sick of being where i am. i dont like whats going on, and its so damn true when they say life id fulll of regrets. but everytime i try to not look at things in that light, i JUST CANNOT MAKE IT. happy thoughts dont seem to exist anymore.i CANNOT WAIT FOR THIS WEEK TO BE OVER. i shant care what people think. i'm just gonna type it here. SO THERE.
think what you want, i DO NOT CARE.
this easter, LORD I PRAY THAT SOULS WILL BE SAVED. including my very own. i cant seem to find purpose in anything i do anymore.
let me tell you why!
1) no more 06a5
2) i missed church and a church thing.
3) i am damn tired from danceworks prac (AT LEAST ITS OVER!! AND IT WAS DAMN SATISFYING WHEN THE MUSIC PLAYED AND SAINTS DANCED THEIR HEARTS OUT. i dont care even if we didnt get a placing, i'm just so happy that we did well. to me, we were the winners man. and so many saints came to show their support! it was def a morale booster!)
4) i miss eleeeeeanorrrrr goohhhh. and hannah chee. no more ' lets walk together while the rest play ball) ahah.
5) i dont understand whats going on in my life.
6) too much work
7) ACCUSATIONS.
okay i shall stop at seven even though the list can go on and on and on.
i loved danceworks! it was so fun. MRS CHAN SHOULD LET SC PARTICIPATE. its def a v. high standard competition and if she thinks that our standard's too high, OH! she's bloody wrong! ahha.
talking bout that,
8) i MISS SC.
9) I MISS THE SEVENERS AND A FEW OTHER DANCERS.
10) I MISS 4DG
A LOT A LOT A LOT.
okay. everything has just been a complete waste of time. just gonna look like a fool on stage i suppose. nothin's registering. i SUCK! ahahha. okay thats a lie (:
miss k's class scared the shit out of me today.
okay i am gonna watch more tv.
and yes. the dancers in so you think you can dance are DAMNGOOD. GOOOSH.
OH HO HO. and if you asked, I WOULD SAY YES.
DANCWOKRS! (WARNING! DONT LOOK IF YOU HAVE A WEAKKK HEART)
