Saturday, December 31, 2005 ♥ 12:41 PM
roxanne's party (:
i learnt how to play taiti! yayy. haha. its quite fun. paul is damn amusing when he teaches. TAITI'S quite fun.
other than dinner, the rest of the time everybody was playing cards. with the music and all, it really felt like a gambling den. ahha. then in the end after some people went home, some of us went really retarded with hand games (: was really fun, like really. ahhaha. that sounded funny
before that went to look for shoes with mel and shu at queensway. i had to sit on the floor to eat! phuuey. then after that we went to orchard to walk around. it was quite boring. ORCHARD'S GETTING BORING!
hopefully there'll be people tonight (:
23rd paragon.
was quite a nice time before performance.. all of ye just linked arms, hands, whatever and PRAYED LIKE MAD. well, it did rain, but only for a short short time (: shu and i were on stage already, and i think we looked rather odd. but the first thing that struck me was.. i dont know. its like WHY GOD WHY kinda thing? but He stopped it after five mins. i think He was trying to teach us something (: but it wasnt pleasant at all getting my ballet shoes so frigging wet.. in fact, it sucked. but no complains, cos we were doing God's work (:and the audience was fantastic, even though it made up of mostly church parents and stuff.. yeapps. oh i think kai's really cuuute.
25th church
dad came! i was sooo happy. my grandma came as well (: and i dont know why, but somehow all of us were more scared for this performance.. i think its cos its people we know and sstuff, but it wasnt bad! i managed to do the sunday school rock thing.. haha. as usual, audience was QUITE dead. but its okay.. haha. the sermon was SLOWWWW AND BEYOND SLOW. mew.
okay thats it (:
Thursday, December 29, 2005 ♥ 12:33 PM
erk. my grandmother's driving me up the wall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i mean, i love her and all that, but let's just leave that aside for a moment
Thursday, December 22, 2005 ♥ 11:16 PM
i've never cried for joy in my life and i did today
Oh my goodness. i seriously cant put in words how blessed i am (: and thank God that the cambodia people have returned sfely
God is good
God is able
God is sovereign (:
Wednesday, December 21, 2005 ♥ 3:32 PM
oh my goodness.. thank God, like really.
yesterday, my foot was sprained, could hardly walk. and this morning it was still a little painful. but when i danced during auditions, the pain was non-existent! this cant be something that's like a coincidence, but really, i feel damn blessed! first, my foot. second, i didnt screw up auditions! third, my friends.
GOD THANK YOU
but even if i dont get in, i wont mind. i really feel so blessed (:
i'm very happy (:
Saturday, December 17, 2005 ♥ 4:36 PM
i'm aching!!!!!!!! feel like a dying chicken. but camp was really good, and God was simply FANTASTIC. seems like this camp really brought out the vulnerability of us all, and i've never felt the holy spirit work in YE so strongly before.
this camp has got me thinking, and i realised that. i'm really lagging behind by a lot. OUTreach, not Inreach. ive to keep reminding my self that, and just give all the glory to God, none to myself. because God gave His best for us, I am so gonna give my best for Him (: i love HIM man.
worships were simply outta this world. its like. the holy spirit just hits so strongly, and you never really thought that it would happen, but it did. hit me so strong at one time that i just simply couldnt stop crying.. but yea! it was refreshing. but i'm still aching.
and the jc thing affected me damn alot, cos i didnt get my first two choices. now come to think of it, it didnt seem like i want it THAT badly. only when i didnt get it, then i wanted it so badly. but that day when i received the news, i was like. i dont know. it was the same day as the revelation that i had. and i just couldnt take it, i just broke down i guess. but i've been really blessed, because throughout that whole time, all of them were just so so so nice. it was like as if the news wsnt only for me, but for them as well. and this is God's faithfulness and love displayed through people and i was just really touched.
i dont know man. i learnt damn a lot, felt damn a lot, had a really good time fellowshipping with the YE people. yepps. wouldnt trade anything in the world for this.
for now, YE has to keep working, saving lost souls, our responsibility (:
Wednesday, December 14, 2005 ♥ 5:13 PM
hmms. bored now. nothing to do. its one and a half hour to camp and i'm not excited at all. hope all goes well. (: i hope i dont break down and cry. OH SHIT. havent prepared testimonial. shall do it later la.
i think things are rather screwed.
and melbourne's rather boring. injured my foot while horseriding. this time the horse went INTO the water. my hrsey's name's TONTO (: such a babe (:
bought lotsa stuff.. ahah. love it there. (: the weather's so weird though. ah whatever
i hope my daddy gets me another dog. (: rarrrrr.
okay gotta scoot.
ta all.
Saturday, December 03, 2005 ♥ 11:35 PM
SHAUN, TAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and yea. we shant care about ************************ fill in the blank yourself.
ta-ah
this christmas's going to rock