Wednesday, May 30, 2007 ♥ 6:49 PM
HELLO CHARISSA ONG XIAO EN! HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY SISTER :D
thanks for being such an amazing friend, and i'm so glad you're legal now so i won't have to worry bout you getting caught for drinking or any of that kinda nonsense! miss you very much cos i haven't seen you in church for the longest time (tsktsk). hope you'll have a wonderful birthday because you deserve it (: continue chasing after His heart! love you very very much!
xoxo
went to watch POC3 with dancers (lyn, keish, mau, shijie, darren) and i had lotsa fun with them (: yea shijie! more movie and dinner dates! heh. lets wait till after BT2 or sth though!! ahha.
anyways, dancers! (esp choreographers) if you see this, pls remember to take care of yourselves okay? i know we're all probably drained of whatever energy we have, but just know that we're all in this together- as cheesy as it sounds. don't take it too harshly upon yourself because as long as we support each other i'm sure everything will be okay and rapture will definitely be a blast (: please get enough rest and drink lotsa water, and study hard as well (: easier said than done, but I'M SURE WE CAN DO IT! dancers are strong people (: gambatte!
Sunday, May 27, 2007 ♥ 11:39 AM
JUMP SHOTS!
after after ALL THAT, this one turned out the best (: jump shots with dancers rock (:
mau and veeeeks.
i think lyn looks pretty there! (:
pasar malam before dinner! veekay's haven because there was so much food : D
causeway point for dinner after that! took kinda long to decide where to eat, but we all settled for food court! walked around abit and realised that that super ulu place does have a lot of things to see!! ahha shall find time to go back someday!
(: AND OMGOSHHH. RP has a really really pretty studio. and it felt pretty strange to dance in a proper studio again, with mirrors all around and proper dance mats ): sa dancers are seriously, seriously deprived!
OOKAY. shall go do some work now. GEEEEPEEEE essay ):
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know what? i'm so thankful that i've got friends that i know i can count on (: these people i love very much. then again, there are other people that make my blood boil ): i don't wanna let go, but it seems impossible not to because it frustrates me to death! it hurts to lose a friend. again ): OOOHHH WEELLLLS
oh ugly betty's so funny. HAHAH amanda's so pretty! but such a bitch, really.
Saturday, May 26, 2007 ♥ 12:04 AM
you made me happy when skies are gray
(: today was great cos i got to meet the sevens at ac dance concert! it was super high energy, and AC sure has a lot of spirit. proud of LYDIA, DIANE AND SHU. lyd's coat thingey came off halfway and ryl and i couldn't stop laughing.
ANYWAYS, i know its a leeeetle too late, but HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAUNALD! it's amazing (but scary) to think of how everyone's growing up so fast.
IT'S THE HOLIDAYS! what am i gonna do bout it? as in, i'm way ecstatic that its finally here cos then it'll seem acceptable to take a rest. but then again, i don't think i can afford to looking at how much i've gotta catch up on for my school work. my results are !Q@#$%^&*(, seriously!
think i shall go to sleep and wake up early tmrw. God, pls let everything be okay.
you never know dear, how much i love you
please don't take my sunshine away
Sunday, May 20, 2007 ♥ 9:59 PM
OMG LA! HE'S SO ANNOYING! SOME PEOPLE SHOULD REALLY, REALLY, SERIOUSLLLLLYYYYY GET A LIFEsorry, i have heard to much to not say anything
Saturday, May 19, 2007 ♥ 11:49 PM
why's he so confused?can't remember what happened over the past few days ): brain's too tired to think back. ahaha. all i know was that i was practically sleeping my time away in school. doesn't help that sa's so badly designed that we hardly get any wind (GAWD! that plus the tie.. worse than torture) and that we get almost ALL THE RAIN when there's some kind of a storm. on the bright side, we're finally allowed back into miss k's class! of course its like more stressful and stuff cos i think she would want us to respond more. but i just CANNOT seem to open my mouth in her class. just CAN'T bring myself to do it.
and now, the headache seems to have developed into something like a never ending pounding thingey in my head. KEEPS GETTING WORSE. think i'll die very very earrllyyy.. ahaah. stressed up for my dance i hate blocking. hate figuring out transitions. i know it sounds cheesy, but whenever i think of my dance and how much has to be completed, a cold hand of fear grips my heart HAHAHAH. yea something like that :p i'm really happy for something though : D now we know for sure, that a gold's worth much more than anything else and i'm so proud of our dancers!! [: can't wait to step down though. too busy already. feels like i'll never have the time to get down to studying and THATS a major major major source of concern considering that BT2's in five FIVE 5 WEEKS. how scary is THAT yo.
photobucket SUCKS TO THE MXM.
i realise that i don't look forward to church anymore ): i'd rather pray alone or sth. too bogged down by schoolwork and all that shit. but God, i still love You very much (: thats for sure.
went for hwa chong's dance concert MOSAIC with ryl shu di and lyd (:
ruth was too caught up doing her work! sigh that girl. thank goodness i'll be seeing her next week for AC's dance concert :D the concert was ALRIGHT la. er, the emcees were kinda strange!! and i really liked the last chinese dance even though the music was slightly -_-' it kept going liu liu liu liu.. hahaha but it was nice!
clarice looked really amazing (she always does) i swear all the guys were swooooning over her (: their syf was really good too but i thought the effects at ucc made them look better the other day (: wasn't too bad, but i think they should have done better if they were neater. OH WELLS! still very proud of rice! (: venezia after that, and i'm glad that we never ever run out of things to say. but then, all we seem to talk about is school stuff and its kinda sad that its all different things, like there's no common ground ): but its okay (: still love them like crazy.
Journey (SYF piece)
see that girl? GOSH she's super super super skinny :/ could see her ribs while she was dancing.. SCARYYY!!
anyways, gonna sleep soon! really exhausted ): lovelove
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 ♥ 8:53 PM
sa lost to rj for rugby ):WHATEVER IT IS, i'm sure we're all still very proud of them for fighting so hard right till the very end : D
heard a song today that made me tear!
and i'm so tired nowadays, all i want to do it come home and collapse on my bed.. j2 life is SO NOT EASY! !@#$%^&* sucking all the vitality out of everyone. i swear i've never seen so many people looking so listless every morning. thank God there's dance to look forward to in school : D i love sa dance! it gives me some form of release; ironic in the sense that choreography's a major source of stress right now.
sleepy sleepy sleepy sleepy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i've still gotta study for geog ): THANK GOOOOOODNESS I FINISHED MY LIT ESSAY!!! : D oh and i didn't know a SINGLE ANSWER TO THE STUPID CURRENT AFFAIRS QUIZ TODAY ):
my throat feels so dry and scratchy now :/
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 ♥ 7:34 PM
gawd. blocking's giving me SUCH A HEADACHE ):yesterday was scary. woke up to a bloated face! left side swelled up, resembling some sort of balloon thing (reminds me of that fat boy in charlie and the chocolate factory). SO, i went to schl at 2 after seeing the doctor. it was okay, then it started acting up again after dance when i went to my grandma's house. all the spots that poked out of my skin were so damn itchy! and everytime i scratched them, there would be more spots. or the spots would just combine together to form a huge patch. seriously looked like i contracted some STD! it was GROSS AND I COULDN'T STOP SCRATCHING. then i went to lie down in my grandma's bed, and BOTH CHEEKS AND EYES SWELLED UP AFTER I GOT UP. which was scary cos it was just HALF AN HOUR. oh man SCARY SHIT YO. so we quickly went home so that i could bathe. THE PAIN/ ITCH was so unbearable, i had to go for a jab (WHICH HURT LIKE HELL!). even the doctor said 'oh my, she's REALLY afraid of injections' HAHAH i was making a lot of noise. SO HUGE PLS THE NEEDLE!??!
URGH thank goodness most of that's over now. still A BIT itchy and spotty. and i'm quite surprised miss k didn't scold me during her lecture because i was scratching throughout and must have been quite a distraction. i hope people didn't think i didn't bathe or something. HIVES, PEOPLE, HIVES
and HE knows :/ how very awkward.
today was the NWSP thingey and it went rather well (: rj and mi were good too! we became friends with MI : D ahhaha. rj was KINDAAAAA queer. but i think they were all scholars! the little kids were really cute too. AND OMG, THE FEELING OF SPEAKING ON STAGE TO AN AUDITORIUM AND NINE JUDGES IS EVEN WORSE THAN THE FEELING I GET BEFORE GOING ON A ROLLERCOASTER. felt like puking and my insides were churning like crazy! intesting juice. AHAHA. the food the served was really nice :D they fed us like there was no tmrw. it was FOOD, FOOD AND MORE FOOD. hahaha.
THANK GOODNESS THAT'S OVER TOO : D
dinner, essay then geog ): which i prob won't complete because half the time i'd be trying to figure out transitions. GRAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Saturday, May 12, 2007 ♥ 11:35 PM
SUUUPERRRRRR DISGUSTING!!!!!i feel like #$%^&**$@! right now. i mean, how can i not with like 3483948230492 disgusting things going on with my life? especially since they're so intricately entwined in my EVERYTHING. goshhhhhhhhhhh.
had such a dilemna today. i'm SO SO glad that its over.
THANK YOU GOD.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007 ♥ 11:15 PM
gosh i feel so bad for hergonna die from fatigue soon.
say something and mean it. like seriously. its exactly 'like watching heartache on tv' (lyn's nickname thats part of a song) HOW VERY APT. i think you suck SO BAD that you don't even realise it. sometimes, you've just gotta stop and breathe, and realise that the world's moving on while you're still stuck at some point in time/ space that you just cannot cannot get over.
i don't think whatever i said was specifically directed at anyone in particular, cos my thoughts are all jumbled up right now. thank God for kind souls.
Tuesday, May 08, 2007 ♥ 8:05 PM
you know, lyn, you're gonna get your puppy one day. hahaha love you much ((: and maybe its a blessing in disguise that i didn't get IT today cause God knows what would have happened. xiaorong! i still love you! she was kinda distressed cause i was TRYING MY BEST to make her feel bad bout it :pSunday, May 06, 2007 ♥ 9:10 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTIN!((: thank You God for ten years of amazing friendship! love you much.
GOSH LAST NIGHT WAS THE MOST TIRING NIGHT/MORNING EVER!
1) lyn came over to put her stuff, both did a little bit of work
2) went to ps, ran all over the place to find her some tape so that she could protect some of her dignity. ahahha.
3) met dra cos i was early! lyn went off to watch phantom
4) met the class, shopped at carrefour for picnic food. bought shitloads. they were all being bennets. ahhaha. kinda cute (:
5) WALKED over the fort canning (from PS, mind you!)
6) insanely packed, so we ended up with an obstructed view. no complaints though, it was a good show (: didn't get most of it, but thank God for sharleen and su (: really fun eating/watching at the same time! ahahah. tuna with ruffles are <3. i remember that kenneth loe taught us how to eat that last year first three months bbq (:
7) walked over to PS again! with xr. then mok keish and jesse picked me up to go to elias's friend's house party. ahhaha I KNOW ITS SO RANDOM! we were awestruck at the monstrosity of the houses- HUGE!
8) formed a SA table (at oriole crescent). took a while before we warmed up and like talked to other people. met roxy there! (: the DJ was there for like SUCH A SHORT WHILE it was kinda amusing. ahhaha. and it was kinda like a weird mix of people- AC, SA, RJ. pretty fun i guess (: lyn joined us (xinyi and mau were there too) after the DXO plan failed. ahhaha.
9) played drinking games. xinyi was REALLY HIGH. keish was MODERATELY HIGH. i think i was only ABIT higher than lyn. my face frlt really really hot. plus mok and jesse had to keep telling me to stop stoning and keish was trying her bestest to keep me awake. my geisha couldn't stop laughing for some weird reason. then mau.. erm. she didn't even touch ANY alcohol. haahha she claims she can't!
10) went off at around 330- walked out ALL THE WAY TO THE MAIN ROAD IN THE WEDGES THAT GAVE ME MULTIPLE BLISTERS. took retarded photos in the middle of the road.. and xinyi dropped her cam -_-' i hope its alright.
11) cabbed back home with lyn (she stayed over) we fell asleep pretty fast.. really long day for all of us. LYN, IT WAS FUN HAVING YOU OVER LOVE!
ALL IN ALL, i had quite a lot of fun. i realised that i like days that are packed with stuff! : D
church was alright. had cell bonding at my house and we watched BROTHERS GRIMM! it was a not bad kinda show. but pretty morbid if you ask me! mel and i bought stuff to fry and thinking back, it was HILARIOUS. we were so scared of the oil splattering!! BUT MEL, I THINK WE DID A GREAT JOB.
kept falling asleep during service.. no offence to the speaker though ): i was just KNOCKED OUT. dinner with shu, mel, li, aunty cheng after that at tiong bahru (:
watched SPIDERMAN 3 with my family on friday night (: the movie was PRETTY GOOD! sandman was kinda scary though! and i was SO SO SO SO SO UPSET WHEN ***** ****!!!! (i shall be nice and not spoil the show for those who havent watched it). alot of symbolism and whatnot. I LIKED IT, even though paul ho didn't. ahhaha and the MEDIA that sides him -_-'
OKAY. off to wash up, watch tv and do homework ):
HAVE A GREAT WEEK AHEAD LOVELIES (:
Thursday, May 03, 2007 ♥ 10:19 PM
crockraoch? cockcroach? cokroach? crockcroach? AHHAHA omg that made me laugh so hard :x some things i'll just never forget (:FIRST RAPTURE REHEARSAL TODAY! i think it went quite well ((: so exciting! guess i'll just take things one at a time (:
XINYI YOU PANGSEHERRRRRRRRRRR.
come with us to dxo! we're more impt :D then we shall watch the sunrise together (: right lyn?
i really do love the dancers (:
PEOPLE, GET YOUR RAPTURE TICKETS FAST!
(i think it'll all be gone in NO TIME AT ALL )
Wednesday, May 02, 2007 ♥ 9:21 PM
i'm sick ): throat's hurting like crazy, head's spinning like there's no tmrw. thought my fever had died down earlier today, but the stupid temperature just kept rising after dinner. hopefully the paracetamols will make it all go away! i hate taking medicine.this reminds me of the time when i was insanely sick, but insanely happy at the same time- and it was all because of you. but now, all i am is sick and miserable! okay la, not really. i still have frost! (and alot of tests to study for.. SIGH)
throat's SO PAINFUL.
studying with lyd yest at delifrance was SO SO SO unproductive!! we just spent most of the time catching up (: which i really appreciated (: missed that girl hell-loads! she even accompanied me to the doctor's : D I LOVE YOU LYDIA!!
(this was the only decent looking photo that i had with lyd. HAHA)replies to tags (i'm so behind!)
lynne- ahah :D good job lynne.
shaun- what fireflies you talking bout? thanks anyways (:
ryllie- thanks sweets. you guys looked amazing as well (: xoxo!
benlow- yea i guess it's nothing that we can do. thank God anyways.
red- YEA sure we do!! ((: ahahah. can't wait for rapture : D
mel- HAHA you can go yourself!! you know, i really really had a lot of fun. HAHAH. too bad for that poot.
ernest- okay, good for you? HAHAH kidding la. what were you doing there?! so free eh.
shaunald- HELLO you funny thing! you know you remind me so much of benji from sytycd!!