Saturday, September 30, 2006 ♥ 5:44 PM
WHEN I DISLIKE SOMEONE, I REALLLLLY DISLIKE THAT SOMEONE.and PHWOAR. i surprise myself with such strong self persuasion powers.
ECONS IS DRIVING ME UP THE WALL!! ):
msc>mpc?
EEEKS CONFUSING.
cant wait for the next FIVE DAYS to be over and done with.
what am i gonna do bout my lit ): and my geog. and MATH and econs.
Thursday, September 28, 2006 ♥ 11:40 AM
hehe. so cuuuuute! my cousin stanley's getting married to his childhood sweetheart. GOSH. so super sweet.
and i am extremely distracted from studying.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006 ♥ 4:06 PM
BEFORE
AFTER
she looked so much cuter before grooming with her fur all long and messy. hahah. oh wells. now she looks like a poodle wannabe. and they sprayed some funny dog perfume.
and i couldnt help but take a picture of these two ADORABLE kids ((: saw them at coffee bean while having lunch with my mother (: eeeeeee. sooo cuuuuute :D
Tuesday, September 26, 2006 ♥ 3:44 PM
there used to be such a time.
cant wait for christmas to come again.
she'd take him to the brink of deliverance
two essays down!
ten more to go.
the story of my life.
hahah. i think this is damn funny.
'the past was erased, the erasure was forgotten, the lies became truth.' -1984
Sunday, September 24, 2006 ♥ 6:17 PM
IT'S TOMORROW! and i'm WAAAAAYYYYY UNPREPARED.thank God its just GP and chinese this week. WHICH LEAVES ME FOUR DAYS TO STUDY FOR EVERYTHING ELSE.. thats definitely not enough. but since there's nothing i can do, i shan't do anything. except to try and finish everything..
time passes by too damn fast.
listened to the radio today. they PLAYED GRADUATION?! like how old is that song. but the point is, i went back all the way to PRIMARY SIX! we were such emo kids cos after PSLE, we cleared our tables and chairs and kept playing songslike graduation and at the beginning. then we were all crying like its the end of the world. the way that we promised to be friends forever seemed so real then- like as if WE REALLY WOULD. these promises dont mean so much anymore. cant even remember everyone in my primary six class.
okay back to lit!
Wednesday, September 20, 2006 ♥ 7:19 PM
but if i let you goi would never know
how my life would be
holding you close to me
will i ever see
you smiling back at me
how will i know
if i let you go?
in love with boybands all over again (:
so lovely right (:
to all the lovelies, thank you for being so nice all the time (:
♥ 12:15 AM
sometimes i wish that you would still talk to me. like drop me a hello in msn, sms or even a phone call. i've no idea how things turned out this way- i never wished for it to happen. maybe i did, but now i definitely wish it didnt.i was super sick of studying so i went to look at my animals/pets.
my hamster's self amusement was quite cute. like rubbing behind its ears then scratching its fat stomach.
my rabbit's boring. just sits there and lets me stroke its nose. is it a nose? aiya. the area between the eyes and the nose. nose bridge.
and frost was sleeping so i covered her with her blankie. then she woke up and started growling at her food.
haha.
REVISION'S GOING WAY TOO SLOWLY. at this rate, i might even flunk my promos and retain. but i shant! and how unfortunate of me to have fallen sick with fever yesterday. and i was SO DETERMINED to do SO MUCH this week. haha. not that there's much of a choice anyways.
okay i'm going to get my well-deserved (HAHA. not true cos i slept when i came home for three hours) sleep (:
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see. ALL THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON. and that reason's usually tinted with negativity.
Sunday, September 17, 2006 ♥ 11:53 AM
some things will never change.for example, i will never love studying. ahha. and i will never concentrate while trying to study. everyone who has tried studying with me can testify to that.
i've church today and i seriously dont feel like going.
maybe i should stay at home to study
but then i dont wanna pangseh mel for bs ):
i guess i'll go.
so sick of life. and the entire mundanity of it. its like i'm so tired of facing the same life every morning when i wake up. must be school. YET, there are CERTAIN things that seem to make my life worthwhile.
i realised i'm being extremely random.
read in the newspapers that Aware was trying to increase the punishment for chuild sex offenders. I SO AGREE. i cant stand any sort of child/animal abuse. like how can ANYONE bear to lay a hand on these innocent beings that are absolutely defenceless against ADULTS? and besides, these ADULTS should start acting like adults. and really really get a life. sometimes i wonder what really goes on in their mentally deranged heads.
You make me thank god that I live my life everyday
PROMOS are drawing TOO NEAR, TOO SOON.
Thursday, September 14, 2006 ♥ 6:35 PM
falling head over heelsthought i knew how it'd feel
but with you it's like the first day of my life
HATE COMING HOME.
and i am seriously delusioned.
Wednesday, September 13, 2006 ♥ 5:21 PM
i miss dance!! and the people in dance like SHIJIE MAURINE ZHIJUN (: they're such adorable people!! saw the two VENNs while walking from class to class, and they were like 'mandaaaaa!!'. haha. miss that noise alot.when i have time, i'll go do STH. hehe :D
passed the sajs hall earlier today and the little boys were singing their hearts out to Jesus (: think they were having worship. havent seen such free form of love/ expression for a long time. then i realised that as we grow older, we become too conscious for our own good. and thats kinda sad.
faith like a child
short-lived happiness aint worth our pursuing.
Sunday, September 10, 2006 ♥ 9:46 PM
baking yest was kinda crazy. haha. as in, WE went crazy.so mel and i trooped down, thanks to her daddy.
then we backed AND BAKED and my neck hurt from cutting apples. and my hand hurts from holding the WHISK (not WHIP, mel) for like eleven minutes. kept vibrating man. HIGH SPEED somemore. go try it. its tiring like hell.
then aft that, nat mel and i went to shu's house to give uncle weeseng his surprise. was so sweeT!!
then we had to sell whatever we baked yest- our rainbow muffins, cookies and choc cake and er. cranberry muffins (: our apple cinammons got rejected! hahaha. esther, jeanette and i braved the HORRIBLE HORRIBLE rain just to buy fruits. which didnt even sell. HOHO.
okay.
i was making milo just now, and i had a flashback of rachel mel shu and i when we were sec ones. and we had to wake up in the morning to make milo for everyone else. and it brought back a lot of memories from there.
somethings just dont go away.
Friday, September 08, 2006 ♥ 7:42 PM
heart on fire ((:i failed my lit essay!!! whinewhine. MARGINALLY THOUGH.
went bake shopping with shu and mel. hoping she'll post the photos cos there are quite a few funny ones! haha. and we saw like swarms of ac people at hv, esp at subway. okay, exaggerating, but yea. even ps doesnt even have that many saints.
went shu's house aft that to slack around. watched BIRTH (which was nice okay mel) and miss congeniality (which was boring okay mel!) haha.
okay i'm off!
AND THANKS SHAUNALD. lien, HELP YOU WITH WHAT?ahah
Wednesday, September 06, 2006 ♥ 7:26 PM
even the sparsity gives me such great hope. IAMSOPATHETIC.atmospheric circulation drives me up the wall.
and i dont see the point of a holiday when its all crammed with studying.
not that i've been studying anyways.
i knew i shouldnt have bought that book cos now i'm addicted to it. and i'm so not gonna get any work done until i've read that bookk from cover to cover
daisy's back in town by rachel gibson is quite a trashy book filled with sex and lust.
haha but i think its quite interesting. its like a korean show cos its so draggy. i just know that there's gonna be a happy ending for daisy and jack and their son nathan (:
which is good for me too, cos i remember saying i love happy endings. initially. but i realised that i dont like them anymore because after the happiness you derive from the book/show wears off, there;s nothing to fill that empty space once again.
and all because i know that there's nothing to be glad about.
especially with promos looming ahead.
went to hotel meritus negara for a WONDERFUL AND FANTASTIC dinner on monday night. THE CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN was to die for. literally cos i think i ate too much. and these CUTE FRENCH MEN kept coming to our table with skewers with chunks of meat on them. and the meat mountain kept piling up on my plate (: haha. it looked quite a sight! had quite a lotta fun there with aunty ruby cos she's so hilarious (:
hmms. forgot whether i blogged bout teachers day. so i shall just do it now anyways. ahhah. went back to sc and to my dismay. there was NO meepok, NO teachers. but than God there was wanlin cos i miss that girl like crazy.
after stoning for a while in sc, we decided to catch the DEVIL WEARS PRADA (: went with clarice, ryllie, shu, ruth, wan lin and my siew mai (: haha. they;re such a cute bunch. we won 3 ben and jerry's $5 voucher. not bad eh ((: haha. but too bad we didnt use it cos we were in a rush. the show wasnt bad at all (: and it had better not be cos we walked all the way in the rain from ps to the cathay. LONG distance in view of the rain and the construction workers who laughed at me when i stepped very hard into a puddle. THE SHOW WAS RATHER LONG THOUGH. and omg giselle bundchen's damn hot esp with that star on the underside of her wrist!! haha.
yes the show was worth everybit of the money we spent.
okay i'm off to do geog again. i have lost the momentum to study and i'm hoping to get it back soon.
LIKE FOR REAL.
and shit. i miss dancing. okay not THAT, but i seriously need some motivation for excercise now that dance has stopped.
and i cant wait for THIS FRIDAY/SATURDAY!! ahha. bugis street shopping ((:
Monday, September 04, 2006 ♥ 6:04 PM
last weekend was awesomeeee ((:partly because i had the excuse to not study cos i had so many things on.
haha.
FRIDAY'S FAREWELL
it was quite funn! hahah. musa was AMUSING on the bus. he looked so sad and pathetic like he was being tormented.tortured by us. hahaa. corinne was really funny as well because she kept peeping out from the bottom of her blindfolds at her camera. hahah. the bus ride was really quite exciting cos for the FIRST and probably the last time, the JUNIORS could do whatever we liked to the SENIORS. ahha.
when we finally reached my house, SOME OF THEM GOT DUNKED! haha. so our plan was kinda messed up, right KEISH? but oh wells. at least they had fun. getting wet. such odd seniors!! and they were so excited and making so much noise that i was so scared the security guard would chase us away. haha.
the games and everything looked rather fun as well. but lyn keish and i were busy working on the slides (which we couldnt do much to cos we had a limited number of photographs).
farewell was quite fun (:
veeks kris keish jun mau and i went to hv after that. ate swensens and XIAOLONGBAO (:
zhijun and mau slept over after that and we watched SHE'S THE MAN as well as A MILLIONAIRE'S FIRST LOVE (halfway cos those two were sleepy). and we continued the next morning.
SATURDAY'S BARBEQUE
was quite alright la. wasnt that fun.. at least thats how i felt. and i was really irritated at somethings, BUT AT LEAST I TRIED TO HIDE IT! not bout the water balloons though. aiya. SOMEHOW, i felt ths bbq made ye more seperated instead of bonding us together. and I DONT KNOW WHY cos its usually not like this, is it? maybe i just never realised. maybe i was thinking too much. so they talked, ate, played, listened to music and roasted marshmallows, while my dearest bbq partner and i were doing the chickens. ahha i've still got no idea why people are afraid to touch the raw chicken wings. ahahha. i think it feels quite nice :D and i didnt jump in the pool cos i had the feeling no one else would. DARYL (aka bbq partner) got pushed in by mel though. this time, THE SECURITY GUARD CAME. hahaha. so we all trooped back after playing a few games at the pit.
shu and mel stayed over after that, and i felt that that was so much better than the bbq. would have been better if char stayed over.. oh wells. so last minute. AIYA. dont know how to conclude cos i've nothing nice to say so i rather not say anything.
sunday's church was normal. very usual but i prefer it much better now cos its quieter. and thats cos the sec fours are studying and end of years are coming.
i realised i hate noise A LOT.
especially during lecture when everyone talks and i'm trying to hard to pay attention. gets to my nerves a lot a lot.
anyways. MY HIGHEST POINTS WERE MERCY AND HOSPITALITY (:
coolness.
and ernest made a general/sweeping statement that DANCERS ARE LOOSE PEOPLE. he should be shot a thouseand times for saying that! haha.
okay gotta go and get chnaged (: going out for dinner
and i bought a pair of sport shoes that were rather ex and not very nice.
i wonder who invented sport shoes.
so useless!!
cant wait for the day when someone invents sports slippers/flipflops (((:
haha.
right now, this standstill is killing me- just so you know.
and i realised i dont quite fancy white hairy and scrawny boys. i realised that at the bus stop today. hahaha and its quite sad cos there are plenty of those kind in singapore.
TATA!