leave your dreams behind

Wednesday, March 30, 2005 ♥ 7:00 PM

ladeedar.
so happy so happy.
I LOVE 4DG!
(:
last night we went to fuiyi's house after dancee. mosquito bites. then we did the cheer nd stuff. it was like PERFECT. too bad that some dg people werent there.. but yea. we did a lot a lot. and really. i think it's so cool how everyone so willingly sacrifice their own time and even though they have things to do. for those who went, i dont know how else i can put this. but i love the class heaps more now. (:
so cheerleading was today. practiced like mad. esp the big pyramid. and the whole thing was so full of tension. went to the hall to practice during the RAP period. thank you miss lim! (: 4sy was there too. and they looked really good. so we practiced a few times,. screwed up a few things and a few timeess. then we had to go out cos thye needed to prepare.. so we went to sit outside and talk and clear up stuff. its like so niceeee. i dont know how else to put it, when the whole class gets together. of course people get pissed and stuff.. but knowing dg, these things wont kill us. they'll make us stronger. so we talked bout stuff then miss leong came. then we finished talking, we asked her to lead the whole class in prayer. then after that i dont know why la. but i started tearingg. so did saraa. damn scarryy.
then the competition. we were the lastest of the last class! so we were so scared. i think 4SY 4GY and 3SE were good. yeapps. and dont knoww. some of our own people said that ours went quite badly but i dont think so. maybe except the behind was rather cramped. it was so cute how we cheered for our junior class and how we were hugging and encouraging each other just before our turn. so cool. then we kept taking pictures. so nicee. i was soo so soooo proud of our banner when they walked around with it. everyone was like.. woww. (: hahaha. so cool. DEB AND FUIYI! (: good good job. and the entire class did a amazing job with the cheer.
tomorrow the results are gonna be out. really hope we get some kinda. recognition. can only pray. but even if we dont win (touch wood) i think we learnt more from this than anything else. yeapps. it was so cool.
and have you heard? DG GOT IN FOR POETRY SLAM! whoo.
and stupid government. changed policy again.. i dont want the stupid two intake thing!! i just want the march intake. cos then our prelim results will matter. and i am so gonna flunk my prelims la! HOWWWW!! shitt. sc prelims are tough beyond imagination.
roaries.
nothing can dampen my spirits now though. DG ROCKS MY WORLD ROCKS MY SOCKS. MY UNIVERSE.

hey sister go sister better get that gold sister
dg! yea? dg? OH YEAA!
let's go girls!
brickwall waterfall ya'll think you've got it all
but you dont and we do
so boom with that attitude
watch dg do our thing!
hey dg you've got moves
get it on lets do the groove!
shake dg, hey hey! x2
we've got rules and we aint gonna lose
byebyeboos
hello ooos!
we'll run the race with a smile on our face
we've got the power to amaze
we're gonna put you in a daze!
yo dg you're the craze
shout the cheer and win first place!
hush little dg dont you cry everything's gonna be alright
hey dg you're so fine you're so fine you blow my mind!
hey dg hey hey x2
we know you think that we are small
and that we just stand there and bawl
but we dont
and you do
so shush babe shut it up
watch dg do our thing!
woah dg you're on fire!
come with us we'll take you higher!
burn dg, let's go! x2
yes you're impressed we know the rest
you've watched our show now give us gold!
*drumminggg*
CASE CLOSED!

something like that. haha. cant remember exactly. (:

Saturday, March 26, 2005 ♥ 4:51 PM

whoo. what a blast.
THOSE people who dont wanna read this, scroll down. (:
ok. yesterday went for the class thingey. cheerleading and stuff. and yea. its getting better and better and better. (: hope dg turns out to be champs. hee.
after that i went for DIANE'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS. (: we met at the lobby of hyatt. then shu me ruth di went up to put our things in our suite. (: thanks to ruthie dearest. then went doen to meet ryl. lyd was late, so we just ewnt to crystal jade for dinner. then lyd came. like forty minutes late. aahahaa. yummmmmmyy. then we wanted to watch a movie, but we couldnt yet cos sara was supposed to come as a surprise later. only di and i knew. but di told them anyways. so we decided to watch a later show.
so then, we went to walk around. and i so love this skirt in mango. that was like 60 bucks. i thought it was quite ok. but then they said too common, too ex. ahhaha. knowing my dearest seveners. and di tried on her power suit. and we were being stupid. cos the mirror in mange makes people look nice and slim right, so we took a picture of our reflections. (: so cute right. heh. so nothing to do, we went to the supermart and bought milk for the quite huge amount of food i bought. ahhaha. see, i'm so nicee. (: then we went back to the hotel.
k. we slugged around, waiting for sara to come. then when she finally came, we turned the tables on her and tricked her instead. hahaha. so we came up with this story that lyd shu and ryl fought cos we couldnt decide on something. so they went home. left ruth me and di. so i stayed upstairs. and ruth and di went down and di CANT ACT! so she kept laughing when ruth was such a good actress and pretended to cry! hahahahaha. so cuuute. then sara was soo sad. she was like. why are they like that ah. hahaha. so cuute. then diane was like. come see the toilet! its very nice. ahhahaha. then all of them were like BOO! ahhahaha!! then sara was so shockeD! hahaha. ok. then we decided to watch the 2350 show for hitch. meanwhile. we watched american idol and bummed around somemore. hahaha.
k. we took the wrong bus. how pro is that. so we had to hop off and WALKED there. to cine from hyatt. no very far la. but i felt lazyy. THE SHOW WAS SOOOO GOOOOODD! i tell you ITS SO SWEETTT!! i think it's rather cliché, but this kinda show makes me feel so cloud ninish. (: hahaha.
walked back to the hotel. then we cut diane's cake! ONE SLICE. ahhaha. then drank sparkling juice. i wanted to buy the one with alcohol, but i bet they'd scold me. hahaha. oh wells. so funnn. then i was kinda sleepy. so sara and i went to the bed first. then after that. they didnt even play cards la. ahahha. we went there cos we didnt wana play cards or rather, we didnt know how. hahahaa. never mind man. we're cool. (: then after ruth got sleepy so she joined me. then they watched tv while i tried falling asleep. cos i dont know why i was so tired. long day. ahhaa. it was 4AM. (: hahaha. when we all slept la. that is.
then the next day we woke up at eight thirty. walked to next door coffeebean. then lyd and ryl left. then di shu me ra ruth went to walk around. went to marks and spencer then zara. saw another nice nice nice skirt which was 45! but then this one not so worth it la. ahhaha. but its sooo pretty. i want it i want it. but this month so many birthdays, i cant splurge on myself! hahaha. sighsigh. bought g's present. then we went back to the hotel and packed up and left. yeapps. so saddd. we had so much fun. then we were thinking like, if our lives were like this forever. eat sleep play and have those hotel guards open doors for us. (: hahaha. and cool breakfasts like coffeebean everyday. haii. if only these kinda things last for eternity. (: that'd be so cool.
thanks di, thanks ruth.
AYES. I NEED PRAYERS! can pray for frost? she might have to go for eye op which's rather ex. otherwise she might go blind. so just keep praying alright? keep praying- really. THANKS. (:
TAG.
shu-- hahaha. i dont know mah! hahaha.
joel-- slave driver: mrs chan and miss deans. my BEAUTIFUL DANCE TEACHERS.
charissa-- i dont know. hehs. i just feel like it. i like colours! dont you. wheeheeeee.
mel-- HEY BABY HEY BABY HEY! hahahhaa. (: love you
kris-- i love kaizer and pi! (: hahaha. and you too
juan-- roar. STUPID WOMAN. i shall disown you.
crystal-- i'm really really sorry CB. i'm not going! didnt i tell youuu? i'm sorry alright. have fun dancing for God. love you

Friday, March 25, 2005 ♥ 11:57 AM

my tagboard's rather interesting. (:
rice-- YEA THEY SUCK MAN. slave drivers. BOO them. harrumph. how can they have done thaT? think that we're machines right! roar. i feel like scolding them. shaking them. biting them. see. they make me sin too. roar.
ale-- hey hey!
lien-- hahahaha!! you must have looked super tooted! hahahaha. sorry didnt see la. hahaha. your fault since you didnt wave hard enough. *grins*
rox-- oh u know what. i dont think i can meet you today eh. ): i'll message you.
GERALD AND JUANNY!-- first of all.. "-_- hahaha. i'm BOTH OF YOURS, BUT I'M NO ONE'S ZHUZHU OR WHATEVER. so annoying!! *scratch scratch*
joel-- ahhaha. right.
denise sweetie!!!-- maybe i shall take that sweetie title off you. ahahha. you ah! see if i dont strangle you. hmph. and erm. i know something you dont too. *heeheeheeeee*
shuu-- hey shushie! (: you and joel should just. erm. ahhaha. crap on your own conversations. ahhahahaha. i dont know what ya'll are talking bout. lalala..

since you've been gone, i cant breathe for the first time.
nice songg
ok yesterday SUCKED. the stupid shrivelled bittergourd and horribly mean meaner meanest white banana treated us like shit. i mean. even machines can break down, dont talk bout us. hello. like GIVE US A BREAK MAN. i bet even if we win this, all of the glory would be YOURS and not OURS. and if it was ours, we wouldnt even take the credit. we'll be giving thanks to the MIGHTY ONE, OUR GOD and giving Him ALL the glory he deserves. all you do, is just to put people down. like how do you expect us to do it countless times and do it so well each and every time? there's such a word as EXHAUSTION. maybe you dont know that word anymore since you dont dance or cos ure just so shrivelled up. hai. whatever it is, you have absolutely no right to treat us like how you did- really.
see la. make me so angryy.
last night. went to lyd's house with frost. then we did cheerleading banner and they did their poetry slam. i dont really have anything much to say, but i thought they did a pretty good job. (: yeapps. thanks lyd for opening up your house.
k. i shant ramble on anymore.

Saturday, March 19, 2005 ♥ 10:45 AM

ah. planetshakers rock so much. WHOOO. praise God man!
reply tags--
nicky- cant not go on pointe la. they'll slaughter me! hahaha. thanks anyways. thats soo sweet. (: NINI! *grins*
denise- haha. alrights :D *muacks back*
rice- hahaahahah. oh wells. i felt a bit mean. but then.. at least its off my chest. and yea. the pointe thing. i'll just try la. but if i cant right. then TOO BAD FOR THEM. hmph.
crystal- YA LA. hahaha. naggy poot. i remember! (: love you cb!
minx- hey girl! you havent been here for so long! (: hahaa. i shall go tag on your board.
mel- OH MEL OH MEL. hahaha. when will you ever get over the wannabe? hahaha.. sighh.
joe!- haha. yeaa. i guess. but then again, thats not the point. hahha.. (:
hey CHAR hey ALLIE! (:
i shouldnt be blogging. i'll blog after i get my work done. which is quite impossible, but GOD says NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE! (: SO I SHALL TRY THE SEEMINGLY IMPOSSIBLE TASK OF FINISHING MY WORK. ahah. whoooee.

Thursday, March 17, 2005 ♥ 5:15 PM

SHUCKS MAN. i cant go en pointe! how!! roar. and then not lie i wanted to do it right. stupidddd twig.
ALRIGHT RICE! hahaha. i will do it sooner or later without your prompting anyways. ahhaha. see right. their last time (twig and white banana) is like. so not last time la. i'd like to see them do it man. cant they tell we're like so tired. plus they work us EVERYDAY. i wont be surprised if one of us fall during syf due to overexhaustion. and i kinda think it'd be me cos i dont know.
howhowhow.
brown cow?
twiggy oh twiggy. u set hopes that are unattainable. hahaha. and i bet it was YOUR PAD THAT WAS FLUSHED DOWN THE TOILET BOWL. ahhaha. ok. maybe not, but still. its onlyt a pad. why get so frustrated. just flush it down a bit more and it'd be gone forever la. ahhahah. stupid twiggy. silly little twiggy. hahahaha. i'm insane.
miss deans ah u white banana. (: hahaha. where has your spark gone?
SYF is starting to irritate me like a bad rash. its like. why do they ask us to smile and expect it to come from our heart if they, in the first place, make us dislike the item so much!
and to add to it, our costumes are like thai costumes shit. ahhaha. its sooooooo gross! and i thought we'd have something nice for a change. i'm not even expecting something spectacualr. but, still.. ITS OUR LAST YEAR!
ah. nothing else to say. hahah. just pray and hope and wish that my double turn wil be on pointe la. ROAR. this sucks. sucks sucks. i wanna be a jazzie. not a ballet girl. really! roar. roar roar.
*my love dont cost a thing* (:

Sunday, March 13, 2005 ♥ 7:04 PM

ewwewwwewwwwwww. i saw a nice nice candle the other day when i went out.. cant remember exactly when. OH MAN. i feel like getting it. BUT THEN.. i have a lot at home and dont know what to do with it. arent candles pretty. (:
anyways. decided to update today before i REALLY REALLY REALLY start to mug. i MUST have self-discipline like some people. and i will, alright. harrumph.
and man.. how sad i am. dance sucks more and more. i was like damn happy with the part i was in.. then they had to go and trasnfer me. i dont know how i'm gonna survive this week. by God's grace. (:rachel sang a nice nice song today. but i cant remember it anymore. haha.
oh yea.. went for tuition yesterday right. then saw miss heng in the morning. she didnt see lyd and i, fortunately. hahah. then there was this mad man who asked us for one buck otherwise he'll kill himself with a knife. and HE WAS ABSOLUTELY MAD LA. literally. he said he went bankrupt and would die from thirst if we dont give him. so lyd just stood there and stared. HAHAHAH. priceless expression. then i gave him one buck and puled lyd away with like. her mouth still hanging open. HAHAHAHHA. ok. it was hilarious. but scary
saw bynny! (: hahaha. at j8.
church was so cool today, as it is EVERY week. and YEA! cant wait for planetshakers. wheeeeeheeee. (: played hangman with the usual people. and i invited the others alright. but they were too busy doing something else. dont know what. oh then there's gonna be this pop! thing. some outreach thing. then our easter. i still dont know what we're doing eh. WHEN'S easteR? haha. oops. RACHEL, still dare say i'm touchy. pot calling kettle black arh.
harh.
and yesteday was such a diss. wanted to watch hitch with rox mel li shu char. then we didnt get tix in the end. so POOFED. so went heeren and took like. HOW MANY NEOPRINTS LA! waste wo de money. HAHHA. sounds gross. but yay. they were nice. hahaha. then a nice taxi driver sent us home. (: watched sixth sense. hahaha. mischa barton looked so retarded as the vomiting ghost. ahhaa. then char and i were so scared when some person MEL OR SHU. switched off the lights when we were in the toilet! like hello. i was trying to brush my teeth. then we screamed like we were gonna die la. ahahhaha. so cuute. shant go intofurther details in the night.
except that i didnt sleep at all.
morning. hahahaha. char was fretting over what to wear. hahaha. so cuuute. then i blew mel's hair. so pretty. hahaha. alrighties. thats bout it i think.
i heard barker funfair was BORING. luckily i had enough sense not to go. LALALLA. (: hahaha. i'm a smart ass. (:

Friday, March 04, 2005 ♥ 7:50 PM

hmms. today was wtg. not too bad. ahhaha. i was with siew jing and sida. nice people. yeaps. HAHAH. pakistan. i'm a terrorist.
ahhaha. saw the obs people. theyre all so tanned and cute. but they looked so- clean. yeapps. unlike us. ahah. ok. maybe just me. i was FILTHY. but theyve got newfacilities. so no complaining on their part i should think. ahhaa.
supposed to go for dance, but dance ended by the time wtg ended
so came back from holland v. on the way, in order, i saw two brown shirt people walking into sjc, i thought they looked familiar, then ivan, then meiqi, then ryan. soo cuute right. then on the way back, i saw guano. sooo cuute. (: hahaha.
i think my sister might be suffering from depression. i dont know. she seems a bit weird. and staying near holland v/ sjc's a bit scary. dont know why. so dont ask.
ah. nothing to say. just that i dont really like my life. its so monotonous. i think thats how u spell it. its just a vicious cycle that never ends. the world is but a stage. hahahah. mov. (: miss it. i love shakespear. i think.
(:
----out.
ps. i feel like changing my smile. and ideaS?

Thursday, March 03, 2005 ♥ 11:38 PM

my mom's friend's here. kim. yeapps. i dont know man, i dont know.
ok. these few days, ive been feeling WEIRD. not sickly weird, but somehow, like somethings not right. i can tell what it is.
bachelor. nothing to say bout it. i think that that jesse person's really unattractive. and ruien as meide. wah. cant take it. so meanand irritating. so insensitive. BOO. to think she was from sc. ahaha. but its just a show, so never mind.
hey mel. i'm sorry bout what has happened. hope you're feeling alright yea? *smile*
wrestling and wrestlers are scary.
and rox. dont be such a nag! ahahaha. i will give you your letter.
char! the mermaid that the tsunami washed in that was in the newspapers. i cant remember the date though.
activites have been qite fun so far. cip was rather tiring, but fun. FOR A GOOD CAUSE! (: yea
came back from es's house not long ago. huizhen is SUPER cute. (: ahhaha. and so are byn and ther. (: hahaha. the cheer's almost done.
WHOOHOO.
yay. i love DG people. some of them at least. (: hahaha. most la.
ok. nothing else to say. see! update for what. ahhaha. i also nothing to say.
amanda- out.