Monday, April 30, 2007 ♥ 11:12 PM
went for soccer match against vj today. quite fun with keish jiayi kris and other random people. like there was this girl sitting beside me who KEPT ON talking to me. i was fervently wishing that she would go away cos it was SO BLOODY HOT and claustrophobic! went home with jiayi- hour and twenty mins 196 bus ride home. our legs were numb after that!
band concert (:
since she's not replying me online, i shall put this adorable photograph up : D ahha i decided to shrink it and be nice : Dso NOT looking forward to wednesday! missk's out to spoil my every single day.
postscript- i'm damn tired. this is so
Sunday, April 29, 2007 ♥ 6:01 PM
YOU KNOW!! omg omg omg omg i am so so so so so so so so so so relieved!!! (shall tell you why LATER)THIS MORNING, went with shu and mel to trinity @ paya lebar cos it was CAP today (self-explantory). had a really really good time, and everything bout their service was amazing. worship, speaker and like everything else. only thing i didn't like were the lights!! so blinding and distracting. speaker talked bout relentless belief and i was so touched by it. she was saying that we should pursue God's destiny for us, and break out of locked doors. and no more fishing (: i think i learnt so much more today than i do every other sunday. refreshing, to say the least!
THE THING IS.. this guy from pre u sem happens to go to that church and i don't exactly fancy him very much. THANK GOD i didn't see him.. cos like i put my PM as 'relentless belief' RIGHT, then he was like HEY YOU CAME TO MY CHURCH TODAY? I DIDN'T SEE YOU! ahahahah OMG like *PHEWWWWWWWWWWWW*.
OKAY after which, mel shu and i just walked around raffles city. ate and newyorknewyork where we saw BILL sth (dancefloor judge). ahahah his face is as wrinkly as it looks on tv. not wrinkly as in old wrinkly, but wrinkly as in smile-line wrinkly.. ahah it was quite amusing (:
friday night was college play (LOVE, FOOD AND BABIES). i thought it was REALLY GOOD (: it was kinda funny. but it had alot of sexual innuendos, and it was SO funny cos the crowd made funny noises. hahaha some even went EW. keish and i rushed down from j1s auditions in school, and we had to stuff our faces with our dinner which jiayi and hannah got for us. after college play, took a really long bus right home with jiayi, where i almost fell to my death in the bus cos of my damned skirt. ahahah. anyways, i really liked the play. in my opinion, it was alot alot better than last year's (:
band concert last night was rather fun too! went to school in the morning to help with the j1s hiphop item with keish.. supposed to study, but we so didn't.. met jiayi and raffles city to get stuff for mok and the rest of the band members (: sat with lydia for the band concert! hahah kenyee was so funny! but the music was really good (: couldn't recognise like 1/2 of the people in the audience. strange because it was SA's concert afterall.. they played simple gifts which i liked very much (:
last night was <3
thank you ((:
RAPTURE!
21st july @ mediacorp
2 shows! matinee (2pm), evening show (8pm).
$16 and $20 respectively (:
quick tell me if you want tickets and pay up asap! (:
Friday, April 27, 2007 ♥ 11:16 PM
YOU KNOW, i've thought about it and i've come to a conclusion that SA dance will be the best now and forever (: i mean like, so what if it's 'just a gold'? GWH this year is seriously overrated. if so many schools (7/17 jcs) could attain GWH, then seriously, does it prove anything anymore? 35% creativity- yea sure, if you count creativity as lifting up of skirts and what not. there WERE some really really extraordinary teams like HWACHONG (which i simply loved) who DESERVED a GWH (: i'm not judging anyone, but i think zaki's schools all did really well (: especially vj because they've come a long long way.yesterday when we received the results in the dance studio, it was like NOTHING i've ever experienced. it was like our whole lives depended upon those results, and i'm sure we're proud of what we've achieved. i guess we've to learn how to stop comparing to other schools because.. AIYA i don't know why but I SHOULD STOP DOING THAT. i'm just SO SO SO SO SO PROUD OF THE DANCERS because i think we all put up a good fight and smiled our brightest smiles that day on stage. LIKE HELLO, we even moved people to tears! plus our turns were mostly on time and that's like WHOA (: we SHONE that day, and we OWNED the stage. if the judges didn't think so, then its really their problem. and its not anyone's fault because no one knew what they were looking for. maybe we're just flabbergasted at some of the results of other schools. it was EXCRUCIATING to see dancers with red eyes everywhere i walked yesterday. heartache to the maximum! i guess we'll be strong, and GOLD is just as good, if not better than whatever else.
this time, we didn't let anyone down. in zaki's own words, we 'made him look good' (: we knew we gave it our all and that's really what matters the most. we left the stage knowing that SA DANCERS totally rock. WHATEVER IT IS, we're good and we know it man!! ((: rapture's up next and we'll kick arse. show the world what we're made off and blow their minds/heads/bodies ((:
thank you God, thank you seniors, teachers!! they supported us like there was no tomorrow. should have heard the explosion when they called out our school's name (: it was just wayyyyyyyyyy wayyyy wayyy phenomenal (: even the school was so supportive! family (: XOXOXOXOXOXO to all the dancers (:
on another note, our geography team got through to the finals. SHUCKS. so )(*&^%$#$%^& pls!! (besides the $ part.. ahah).
Thursday, April 26, 2007 ♥ 8:07 PM
I LOVE SA DANCE <3
Wednesday, April 25, 2007 ♥ 8:48 PM
SYF!omg : D i don't know whether to be happy or sad, but i'm GLAD that its finally over : D the past few nights were horrendous, like when you're so tired but you simply can't fall asleep cos you've got too many things going on inside your head. actually, come to think of it, its been like that for a month or so already. BUT, hopefully i'll be able to sleep tonight (:
back to the point! we were let off at 9 this morning, and i left PE slightly earlier after lynne helped me sew my armband (: i <3 lynne! even though she probably won't see this! but yea (: then the usual! hair, two run-throughs with dp watching the second one! was kinda encouraged by her ((: followed by breakfast/lunch, make-up, somemore hair, costumes and ALL THAT. had to do smokey eyes for about 20 people! thank God lyn and i didn't get finger cramps : D it was a MAD rush before leaving the school for UCC. i don't like having slabs of glitter spread all over me. it was ICKY.
saw ryllie and ruth and min and a lot of sc dancers including shining (: i think everyone looked really great! DANCERS, i think we did a good job (: considering that its a first for a few of us and i'm sure nerves got a hold on some of us.. but i sincerely think that we did a wonderful and fantastic job. i mean like, its so not about getting whatever award anymore, but its about how far we've come and how much we've achieved as a team that got A TEENY WEENY bit of tear in my eye. SA DANCERS ARE ABSOLUTE <3. its the only thing that i like about school. almost. the rest of the schools did really really well (: i especially liked hwa chong's! omg amazing ((: shu, i think your dance teacher's kinda GROSS AND BITCHY. i mean like, URGH all we wanted to do was to hug and wish you all the best of luck!! then she was SO hostile. ROAR. hope you guys did well anyways : D miss you all. thought mj and cj did pretty well! cj stood out cos of their red costumes which had a great visual impact (i saw martin!!) and mj hit their accents really well ((:
ZAKI CRIED TWICE! (though i highly doubt it was because we danced THAT well) FAMILY! ((:
today was like : D i'm super happy. i loved it when we prayed before going in and when we encourage each other (: nicole, shijie and tanya were extremely brave and went onstage despite injuries that i'm sure hurt like hell. i'm glad we pulled through all this together as a team (: on top of that, school people were really encouraging! DP prayed specially for the dancers this morning during assembly, and i received multiple best wishes via sms and phone calls (: mok even got a toy robot!! hahaah not a transformer, however, still level one -_-' ahhahah
this is the LAST SYF ever. gonna miss it ):
LIBERATA*
Monday, April 23, 2007 ♥ 9:39 PM
how can one person talk bad behind someone's back and suddenly put up a (false) concern? i guess we all do it, but sometimes, you just can't help but to marvel at the absurdness of it all.today was the WORST DAY OF MY LIFE. seriously, i felt like i was gonna die ):
simply put,
1) miss k
2) dance
3) grandma
4) a whole lot of other things
then again, like my mum said, maybe its good to cry it all out in one day. lets just hope tomorrow will be better.. i really can't see how it can be any worse than this.
but its times like this that i realise the true value of friendship, and trust me, THATS overwhelming (: really touched by alot of people today (: even mrs chia! gosh i felt so so so GANDONG that i cried even more when i thought of her.. xr can testify to that.
i'll post bout phantom another time.
i NEED to get past this week. God give me strength! (reminds me of dawn.. ahhaha)
Sunday, April 22, 2007 ♥ 11:27 AM
- pride and prejudice
my sentiments EXACTLY.
Thursday, April 19, 2007 ♥ 9:00 PM
i want to laugh at you, but when i think of you, i want to cry!$%^&*(*&^%$#
don't know what to do.
people, stop emo-ing to me for a while already. i need a break too.
but when i ask how are you and tell you that i'm willing to listen, then pls pour your heart out to me cos i genuinely care.
if i don't, pls get the hint. not that i'm trying to be mean, but i really have a lot of things on my mind already.
right now, i kinda hate myself.
(*&^%$#$%^&*(
REPLIES:
SHIJIE- you're super nonsensical you know :x but its okay i still think you're really cuute : D love you muchhh.
RONGGG- HAHAH you're welcome friend (:
KAI- i think so too : D esp those that can dance like crazy.
GERALD- erm, okay. IF YOU SAY SO! school can never be great, FYI
SHAUN- up to you, really. just couldn't think of anyone else i suppose!
ERNEST- hahah ernest i've read the post already. YOU'RE STRANGE! i'll link you when i feel less sluggish.
SHU- whats so funny you banana. hope your foot gets better realllll soon sweetheart.
KRIS- yeaaa ): stupid (*&^%$%^&*. crazyasses. anyways, if you read this, i'll be praying for you for YOU KNOW WHAT yea?
RYLLIE- I MISS YOU FACE OF THE YEAR!! i'm proud to have you as a friend btw : D ahhahaha. hot stuff : D love you!! you too (:
off to bathe then P&P : D ahahah stupid.
SIX MORE DAYS TO SYF*
Tuesday, April 17, 2007 ♥ 11:25 PM
anyways, just a TEENY WEENY bit of ranting before going off to bed :x
1) who exactly does *** think *** is to test us? GOSH! calling ***** a SOAB seems a bit of an over-insult, but seriously man.
2) dance on monday at the GO as usual. our principal and DP walked entirely past us without even stealing so much of a glance at us. i think SA dance deserves so much more than uneven, dirty floors and lack of mirrors. i think a bit more concern would suffice. seriously, i don't think its that much to ask for. quickly go build that dance studio in the basement. better hidden than shoved into being a glaring display.
on the other hand, its encouraging to see how far we've come. that miniscule amount of praise and encouragement on saturday still sticks in my mind. dancers are the most amazing people on earth (:
Monday, April 16, 2007 ♥ 11:28 PM
grawr.
Sunday, April 15, 2007 ♥ 7:05 PM
aiyo this is so lame! but since shijie was NICE enough to tag me, might as well do it. i'm SO BORED and i refuse to do geepee ):anyways,
This is what you are supposed to do. Cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game. Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. At the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.
1) i like boys with a pierced ear! (okay this is NOT SO WEIRD, but still!)
2) in my opinion, ugly is a stronger word to use than hideous. i can't find a reason for it, but it just sounds meaner. like, HELLO YOU'RE HIDEOUS! sounds better than HELLO YOU'RE UGLY.
3) listening to techno songs makes me run faster for 2.4 (not like i run very fast in the first place). thats how i found the techno version of our SYF!! ahhaha the dancers kinda like it i think : D
4) i like sussing out pretty girls. because of this, many think i'm LESBIAN, but i'm actually not. SERIOUSLY.
5) MY FUTURE SPOUSE SHALL BE AN AFRICAN-AMERICAN! or sth that resembles that : D
6) talking to myself/ going out by myself. I MEAN LIKE, people need alone time with themselves right!! and there's nothing wrong with going out alone, RIGHT SHUEN AND MELISSA? AHAHHA. plus talking to myself's kinda therapeutic. like you get to actually LISTEN to what you have to say. and then it helps you to think better. i know i'm right!
don't kill me for this, but SHUEN, MEL, JOEL, XIARONG, ERNEST and SHAUN, you're it! (:
and one more thing that ernest said: 'how terrible a lian you'd make' : D thanks ernest! i think thats a pretty good thing actually : D
okay bye people!
Saturday, April 14, 2007 ♥ 8:58 PM
I AM SO PISSED WITH OUR SCHOOL! pw grades suck like CRAZY! arts fac didn't have a single A -_-' so so so stupid. sometimes, i think ********************************* are SO STUPID because i feel that they deliberately wanna pull our grades down. i mean its SO UNFAIR! -_-'''' urgh. we kinda worked our asses of for that stinking project, and a C (at best) is all we get. this is SO stupid.
met a few of the church people to celebrate gerald's birthday.. before that, met mel and shu to get his present at bugis! didn't really buy anything save for FOOD. haha i am SUCH A GREED! but i love green tea ice cream : D the other two got bubble tea. rushed down in the rain, braving the EXTREMELY cold weather to get to holland v. the journey took like FOREVER. we were freezing and camwhoring on the bus : D yay MINIMART! it's funny right! miss sab told us a joke in class that day.. then sihong went broadcasting it around school. ahha i thought it was quite funny.
nydc for dinner with the rest wasn't as fun as i expected. ACTUALLY, i didn't expect anything. not because of what we did, but more of the reason being the company.. i just can't accept the way some things are actually going on. the simplest of people are SO DECEIVING at times that you either wanna stab them or stab yourselves for thinking otherwise. seriously felt like digging a hole in the ground when the guys went SHHHH to the group of jc students at the other table. it was SO EMBARRASSING. i swear! urgh. not trying to be mean, but i think you guys should be old enough to realise that doing such things aren't exactly very socially polite. i guess those people were having fun! and the worst thing was that we weren't exactly very quiet as well.. don't take it personally as you read this, but i guess i can't help but to type down what i feel.
%^&*(*$&^#&
anyways, the rugby field in school was so flooded that day when the rain looked like snow : D kinda looked like a swimming pool! hahaha
on friday, there was the stupid NWSP thing.. i don't really know what to say bout it! i hope we did well enough to be mentioned, but then again, i kinda like don't want us to go through to the next round cos that will mean more presentations and WHAT NOT. and i really really really hope that mdm habibah and ms seow won't be so cruel as to make us present in lectures )))): i can't stand talking in public! esp when i have to strain my voice cos i'll zaosia. hahaha looks funny! the jap guy was kindaaaa cute and the angmoh guy had really nice eyes! hhahaha we had to bring them on a mini tour to show them the elderly 'playground'. I REALLY HOPE WE DON'T GET THROUGH!!
okay gotta go do work now!! (or soon) BUT i promise i'll do SOME tonight.
10 bloody weeks to BT2.
Tuesday, April 10, 2007 ♥ 8:18 PM
it was SO tiring today :x first h1 math tutorial was interesting. spent most of the time talking to hannah. ahhaha.i don't know why, but i think of some people and i just feel like crying.
maybe its the stress coming to me. but seriously, i don't think i have very much to be stressed about save for syf and a bit of other stuff. stuff that i wish would disappear outta my life permanently and entirely.
rachel wrote an extremely heartbreaking script for her TSD which i like very much : D proud of that girl.
replies!
paul- YEA like whatever.
sharleen! aka beating friend- hello!! i love you very much sharleeny : D i wish i could run/ play soccer like you too!! ahhaha. thanks ((:
keisha- hahaha you're so random you know giant panda : D i'm so glad i'm in your math class, YOU! ahhaha
ben- its okay. no biggie at all : D just needed to like say sth. plus i was in a foul mood that day.
mel- OMG you're so right when you say its not fun.. she didn't come to school today so we have to find her tmrw :x i'm scared!!
♥ 12:19 AM
seriously, i don't understand how people can hide behind a computer screen and complain about the world. why can't they just voice out their unhappiness? I MEAN, whether or not a certain person has fun or not is ENTIRELY up to that individual. i had fun that night.man, i'm rather pissed. or maybe i'm just in a mood where everything gets me annoyed. but can't you make sense of it all? blame it on whatever, but i don't think the reasons you give justify any of your actions at all. in fact, i think it kinda understates it all. i'm not pointing fingers, as much as it looks like it. if you think it's you, then i'm telling you its not. kinda refers to the general body.
so not looking forward to school tmrw ): gotta go see miss k in hope to clear up the mess we made. yea, for being GRATUITOUSLY RUDE. on top of which, there's always the prospect of having to run 2.4. ROAR.
Sunday, April 08, 2007 ♥ 11:43 AM
From that time on Jesus began to explain to his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer many things at the hands of the elders, chief priests and teachers of the law, and that he must be killed and on the third day be raised to life.
Peter took him aside and began to rebuke him. "Never, Lord!" he said. "This shall never happen to you!"
Jesus turned and said to Peter, "Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the things of God, but the things of men."
Then Jesus said to his disciples, "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it. What good will it be for a man if he gains the whole world, yet forfeits his soul? Or what can a man give in exchange for his soul? For the Son of Man is going to come in his Father's glory with his angels, and then he will reward each person according to what he has done. I tell you the truth, some who are standing here will not taste death before they see the Son of Man coming in his kingdom." -matthew 26
postscript- godwilling, i'd rather long weekends be abolished. teachers SEIZE THE OPPORTUNITY to drown us in homework.
Friday, April 06, 2007 ♥ 11:00 PM
omg shu's liike freak old.
yest went to shu's house after school to surprise her! auntie cheng and lien planned it and i'm so glad that she was SURPRISED. haha. met the sevens (: went with diane to hv to buy shu's balloon before that and we met mel and lyd who came rather late (as usual). then gerald sent us to shu's house! all our balloons were so in the way. hahaha. played the game that ryllie and ruthie taught us, and the game that diane thought she was too cool for. HAHAH in the end, she became the joke man! she's so cute : D and stupid shu went to smear peanut butter in my face after ryllie and di went to smear some onto hers. HAHAH RYL AND DIANE had sticky red candy on their faces! (: had so much fun (: played taboo as well. paul was SO funny. poor lyd was the butt of all jokes throughout the night. EMOTIONAL SCARRING!
on a brighter note, i had lotsa fun today! (: went out in the morning with dra to watch FREEDOM WRITERS which was really good! its so inspiring and touching and i couldn't help but TEAR. ahhaha indra did too! saw her! ahhaha so did the people sitting next to me : D but then again, it does bring across the message and racism just becomes so real. scary!! i'm glad singapore has racial harmony. even though i suspect its just cause of indifference.. but that's a different story altogether. after the movie, met SARAH! : D my lovely og3 friend who went to australia and came back with a slang. saw esther and denise sweetie at vivo today as well (:
rushed down to church for the prayer thing cos i thought i was late. OMG I FORGOT TO BRING MY WALLET OUT THIS MORNING!! so stupid right, so now i owe indra like ALOT. hahaha. took a cab which was totally unnecessary cos they took so long to start after i got there anyways. somehow, i felt so detached and like THIS DOESN'T apply to me kinda thing. its bad, but i don't know why! i think i've gotta let go of many things. like i thought i did, but sometimes it just comes back. THAT kinda feeling SUCKS TO THE MAXIMUM MAN.
went to vivo (again!) which churchies after prayer to celebrate shu's plus the twins' birthday (: juan and i had CHOCOLATE DECADENCE!! (: absolute love. then we went to meet the rest at marche. saw fiona and her friends. marche was funny. hahaha STUPID PAUL HO and rachel and martin and whoever, were like BEGGARS!! hahah not so much rachel, but the boys, i have nothing to say. after that it was alot of JUMPING, camwhoring and just bumming around. walked till my feet hurt i swear!! i got three blisters just from today. URGH. how to survive dance tmrw? sigh. never mind! life goes on : D ahhaha. will put up pictures next week when shu/ mel sends them to me (:
shall go do sth bout my compre. i have so much work to do over the weekend! but i shan't complain cos i think the rest of my classmates have equally as much, or even more than me.
have a happy easter and good friday all my loves (:
why do i always have to be the one pandering for your needs?
p.s. PAUL, you better shut up.
Wednesday, April 04, 2007 ♥ 9:33 PM
omg! someone should get a lifeeeeeee~~~
not that i'm particularly upset, but whatever! can't be bothered.
got back our grades for lit and gp today :/ at this rate i'm going, think i'm gonna have to join MSP! which isn't a bad thing, really. cos then, i'll be forced to study.
replies:
ryllie- : D i love you ryl!! can't wait to see youuu.
hannah nah nah nah- hahah you're so cute hannah!! i'm sure you did really well and shone for God! and i WON'T chew off my nails la. i don't dare!!! can you imagine? ahhaha
okay gotta like, go research on ocean currents and drainage basins.
AND START ON MY DANCE.
OMGGGGGGGG.
i don't feel like caring about you anymore. ANNOYING POS!
Tuesday, April 03, 2007 ♥ 10:09 PM
wah lau eh.#$%^&*()(*&^%$#$%^&*()
sorry for being uncouth and AH LIAN/BENG-ish, but there's simply no other way to express how i feel right now.
22 MORE DAYS :/ i feel like i could chew off all my fingernails then proceed to gnaw off the rest of my fingers.
Sunday, April 01, 2007 ♥ 7:42 PM
hardly any difference from any other day. ahha.
SO, friday we had dance, then keish and i went for a bit of the life concert thingey. HANNAH, I'M SO SORRY!! but we did try! and you were good even for that little bit we saw (: i hope everything went well! then after life con, went for dinner with keish, mok, his random friends (rugby?) and a bit of keish's class, which included jiayi. miss hon came along too! TRIED DAMNNNNN HARD TO FLAG A CAB, and we almost gave up when old people kept stealing our cabs. ahaha. but we managed to get one in the end, and went to chomp chomp! had quite a bit of fun : D arthur's such a greed!! stupid mok and keish kept laughing at the THREE CHICKEN WINGS THING. not even thatttt funny.. zzz. then, dad came to fetch me home a gave jiayi a lift home. I CAN'T IMAGINE HAVING TO WALK THAT FAR IN FROM THE BUS STOP! but i saw a teeeeeeny bit of jiayi's house and it was so pretty! (:
had dance from like 8 to 6pm yest, and i guess it was okay, albeit DAMN tiring.. went shu's house to stayover after that and she got the UPAPA THING!! ahaahha kinda ticklish, but it really feels like a drum kinda thing. ahaha. watched cinderella three (SO AMUSING! GUSGUS!! AHAHHA) and pursuit of happyness on her lappie in shu's room : D i kinda love staying over with them but last night was kinda weird cos i realised we hardly talked/ bitched. went to sleep quite early cos i was kinda tired out from dance.. pursuit was really nice. EXTREMELY touching (: i'm in love with will smith's son! he's sooo adorable!!
ermmmmmm, nothing much to blog about besides that. AIYA but, i think i'm happy! (: syf's so soon i get the shivers even thinking bout it.. then there's all the rapture thingeys.. URGH. its draining to say the least. SO SO SO GLAD ITS A FOUR DAY WEEK! i can't wait. but then again, i think i love school (: its very comforting i thinkkk.
whatever aunty kf shared today was kinda eerie. i mean like, apocalypse!! i hope i don't get left behind. scary thought.
got a tummy ache.. don't know why!! and i really don't wanna run anymore!! its so horrible!! ahha i hate running! EEEEEEYEEERRR.
replies
gerald- erm. hahah OKAY.
kenneth- AHHAHA you're so funny!!! yea thanks man.
diane & shu- ERM, two of you lame cows -_-'' hahaha. HELLO DEAREST DIANE. and shu!! haha the parry :/
shaun- sorry for what?
okay shall go do the puzzle now : D hehe. bye peoples! ((:
she's like, so whatever :p
AIYA hahah just did a little bit of puzzle : D looks kinda nice : D think i'm addicted to it. ROAR.
CAN'T WAIT FOR THE WEEKEND!
love!!