Monday, July 23, 2007 ♥ 9:30 PM
SO, rapture's over and i'm suffering from withdrawal symptoms
couldn't contain all the emotions even up till now as i look through all the dance photos ): almost jerked out what seemed like tears when i saw jun shijie lyn cindy and all at school today! i keep on thinking back on all gruelling rehearsals, the crazy quick changes, the late nights that we had staying back to do costumes and whatnot, the trips to costume shops, the long bus rides to RP and wherever else we performed, the horrible 'hiphop' music for WAD, collecting our i love our juniors shirt in the rain with keish, the NO EATING IN THE STUDIO, the milis stampede, the mouldy and rotted cupboards in the studio, the planning of CIP and how badly it rained, apeewees, the cca signup, sentio, danceworks practices in which we almost died, the emo shit, shantishanti, the dinners at crystal jade, the discovery of pasarmalams and jurong point, tamas (mine's cute now), tauhuey, tangyuan, chinatown with lyn, toma and cindy's psychotic backcombed hair, transformers, true friend, beef noodles, footlong subways, dancing in crazyhighheelboots, zouk, partying, running up mediacorp stairs, strutting our stuff on the 'runway', NO ONE UGLY ALLOWED and everyone would point to lyn, zamzam, charshaoshaoroufan, instant noodles, elephant, cindy's rolls, horrible GO dancing, people asking us to turn the music down when its their fault for not giving us a studio, impossible lifts, esplanade's amazingness, the GOLD that was worth more than any kinda honors, UCC rehearsals and so much more. now that all that's over, i wouldn't hesitate if i were given a choice to do it all over again, cos i love SA dance that much! but for now, i'm just thankful that i was part of all that, and thank God for all the friendships forged, hopefully for life (:
now i feel like crying all over again. i still can't believe all of these have come to and end last night- it was like as if it had never happened at all! happened TOO FAST, i didn't even have time to take it all in. it seemed like the appeal auditions were just yesterday because i can vividly remember what happened! i remember the indian lady at the counter being so nice to keish and veeks and like totally ignoring me.
to the J2 dancers, i just wanted to let them know that even though this is like the end kinda thing, i don't think i'll be able to forget any of you BECAUSE we're all so retarded together all the time (: to: KEISH, VEEKS, KRIS, LYN, CINDY, MAU, JUN, SHIJIE, XINYI AND LEILEI, seeing you guys in school never fail to make me happy (: love you guys so so so much and thanks for being such blessings! hongheng, you get special mention because you never fail to take pictures and provide us with some sorta memory : D DARREN, thanks for being so understanding all the time and so willing to help and stay back for practices (:
to the CRAZY and WEIRD j1s, i don't mean like weird weird, but i mean weird in a nice kinda way (: to: germaine, stephanie, amanda, dawn, constance and tingying, i love you guys too! (:
the ONE thing that i will never regret bout SA is dance (: it's what kept me alive, seriously!
thanks also to those who came to support rapture (: the nightshow was especially amazing (:
SA DANCE IS THE LOVE
see, God really does have a perfect plan for everything (: