Monday, January 01, 2007 ♥ 12:19 PM
HAPPY NEW YEAR!! its like FINALLY 2007 and i'm glad cos there are so many things that i want / need to put behind me.
i'm like so overcome with all the paraphernelia going on in my head that i don't know what to say. the past year has come to an end with a mighty bang, a realisation so surreal that i'm quite sure that it hasn't really sunken in yet. this year has been a year where emotions have been riding like a roller-coaster ride, more often than not leading me to somewhere that i don't wish to be. i don't really know whether i was being selfish or whether i just thought too much and took things out on myself more often than not, but i finally know how it feels like to love and be loved. thinking back, i really wish that i had learnt to let go much earlier. easier said than done, but if i can do it now, why couldn't i have done it earlier? this year's probably gonna be just as tough, if not tougher. yet, i'm REALLY REALLY excited to see what this new year brings with it! (: doesnt really help that i keep getting swayed by emotions that don't belong to me. i think i really do get taken in very easily. BLEAHHH.
i really really miss DANCE by the way. and the people as well! : D
went gerald's house for countdown yesterday after church and it really reminded me of a lot of things that happened the previous years (: and they had friendly with saint james this morning but yea we didnt go. ahah. which was so like two years before.. had a retarded phone call with rachel just now (: ahhaha. it was SUPER RETARDED and it all came down to nothing.
and OMG. the thing about the bombings in Bangkok were way scary. i just like stopped breathing for a moment when i remembered that juan sarah joshua aunty doris myrtle they all were over there.. MAN i was super worried. thank God they're safe and sound though! (:
i've come to realise who are the people that i REALLY love and cherish, and i really thank God for each and every one of them. especially those who've remained close to me this entire year because this year was exceptionally taxing in every aspect of the word.
and know what?
i seriously need to kick the habit of thinking too much. its doing nobody any good. its TOO DETRIMENTAL!!to all those reading this, i hope your new year will be amazing (: