Sunday, August 06, 2006 ♥ 12:37 AM
oh my.
i'm yearning so much for something that cannot be verbalized or even translated onto paper.
which is rather annoying actually.
cos it makes me so unsure of myself- and You.
RAPTURE WAS A BLAST LAST NIGHT
shared room with xinyi, cindy and leilei.
our room was realllly nicee (:
i think everyone enjoyed themselves tremendously, esp the dancers.
all that HARD WORK and PRACTICE was def worth it when everyone said rapture was DAMNNNN GOOD. ((:
so super satisfying.
and i got kinda emotional watching zaki dance
okay. maybe the entire president dance.
that was when i was struck with how much i love to dance and dance in the very form of the art itself.
and the PASSION and the DESIRE i saw in their eyes totally blew me away.
amazinggg ((:
havent felt so blissful in a long time.
for the FIRST TIME, i got out on time for amelia's dance (:
and i tripped so many times cos of the stupid slippery revolving stage
thank God no one saw!
standing backstage watching broadway during the parts that i wasnt involved made me very happy.
not exactly happy.
AH. cant find a word to describe it.
BUT RAPTURE WAS ABSOLUTE <3
i'm gonna miss the seniors.
even though they TORTURED us for danceworks.
BUT! what doesnt kill us, makes us stronger.
how true :D
(i'm not even gonna complain about the food!)
THANK YOU
amelia, corinne, jilyn, zaki- for choreographing the most beautiful dances for rapture
the SEVENS. shu, diane, lyd, sara, ruth, ryllie- for being my DIEHARD fans (HOHOHO) and for being the most amazing people in the entireuniverse. cant even tell you how much i love the six of you. thegreatest blessing God has bestowed on me ((:
my family (auntyjean, ama, mama, kujie, papa, mummy) for always being supportive
CHURCHIES mel, char, lien, gerald, shaun, rachel, ernest, sarah (and the others who came) for all the encouragement. and shirley and shaunald and everyone else who wished me all the best for rapture!
06A08 <3 for helping me to collect homework and updating me on school things. esp dra, des, ryn, sharleen and my pw group for being so understanding. and marianne for being soo cuute and wishing me all the best way before time.
scgs peepsroxy,wanlin, ricey and somemore- for coming all the way down (:
SAINTShannah, charlene, evan, mok, marcus, eric, emily, lydia, nicky.. and ALOT more others (: hannah and charlene esp for putting up with my constant whining!
dancers seniors, cindy, lynette, xinyi, shijie, junjun, keish, veeks, kris, leilei and everyone else. rapture wouldnt have been so fun without you guys! (: thanks for all the memories.
there are probably many others that i owe a big thank you to.
even though half of the people i mentioned probably wont see this!
but i'm really tired now and cant really think properly.
so THANK YOU all the same.
no matter how perfect it was, there'll always be a downside to things.
and it still puts me off.
i'll probably never be perfect enough for you.
cos your actions tell me that you're just putting on a show and that you dont really care.
and i cant say that i dont care because i know that deep down inside there's still a part of me that i hold onto you.
and thats what keeps me hoping and wishing.
futility i suppose.
sometimes i wish i can cut you out of my life and stick you on somewhere else.
far away from me where i cant see you, cant feel you.
fop today was rather fun.
went to cut my fringe before that.
look kinda odd now cos the fringe pops out.
and i bought a new dress.
couldnt find nice shoes plus necklace.
oh wells.
i love shu and mel (:
NSK! NSK! NSK!!!!
think i shall go off to do work now.
or read miss k's book.
feeling rather guilty.
TARATARRARATARTAR
OH YEA.
and thanks to everyone who came for rapture!!
really hoped you guys enjoyed yourselves (:
and here's a little something for you to do if you're bored.
Dear Amanda,
I _____ you. You have a nice______. You make me _______. You
should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me =________.
If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just
for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________.
We could __________ under the stars.
Love,
_______________
(P.S. ______________.)
OH! maybe i should set up a class blog now.