Tuesday, July 11, 2006 ♥ 9:14 PM
exams are finally over.
thank God (:
there are things
suffocating, choking
me.
each and every day
sometimes i think i'm ready to give up
call it quits
think i'm a loser?
yea probably
i think so too
isnt as easy as it seems.
and
OMG should go and look at yourself in the mirror
dont even live up to standards man.
its pathetic, disgusting.
and i was so looking forward to sc dance concert this sat with the sevens and rice and jingyu and all.
I WISH WE DIDNT HAVE TO LEAVE SC.
it'd have been so much easier.
went to lydia's hse to help her and racho with choir things.
and i realised that
maybe we all feel the same
and maybe i should move on.
but its so hard when everything keeps reminding me of the past
the past that will never return.