Wednesday, April 26, 2006 ♥ 8:10 PM
there are times when you just wanna sit there do nothing and listen to slow songs just cos your life goes by too fast. just cos there's no more time to do anything else but study or cca stuff or school activites.. its just so mundane, so monotonous and sometimes i feel that life's so worthless. so tired of the straight line. its so easy to stray.
and there are people adding unnecessary stress unto me. it kinda sucks because its like psychologial, and i hope it quickly blows overr. i never wanted it to happen, but somehow when things like these happen, i dont wanna live. dig a hole and burrow into it. and then there are people with such great self pity, its quite irksome.
i hate 1984. i like the book cos its highly depressing, but i dont like studying it. all the symbolism and paraphernelia.
and omg the courtroom song's playinggg. i'm gonna switch it!
i miss sc and the sevens.
and wanlin and esther and 4dg.
and our dance studios.
talking bout that, i tried going on pointe just now in my new shoes (OMG THEY'RE SUPRIMAA... SO FREAKING HARD) AND I GOT A CRAMP. pain like hell.
okay i am off. gonna read ANOTONY AND CLEOPATRA and do 1984 analysis. AHH.
i love sa dance. its so fuunn (: veeks keish kris leilei lyn cyn make it so fun.