Monday, April 03, 2006 ♥ 9:45 PM
oh my shit. i am so sick of being where i am. i dont like whats going on, and its so damn true when they say life id fulll of regrets. but everytime i try to not look at things in that light, i JUST CANNOT MAKE IT. happy thoughts dont seem to exist anymore.i CANNOT WAIT FOR THIS WEEK TO BE OVER. i shant care what people think. i'm just gonna type it here. SO THERE.
think what you want, i DO NOT CARE.
this easter, LORD I PRAY THAT SOULS WILL BE SAVED. including my very own. i cant seem to find purpose in anything i do anymore.
let me tell you why!
1) no more 06a5
2) i missed church and a church thing.
3) i am damn tired from danceworks prac (AT LEAST ITS OVER!! AND IT WAS DAMN SATISFYING WHEN THE MUSIC PLAYED AND SAINTS DANCED THEIR HEARTS OUT. i dont care even if we didnt get a placing, i'm just so happy that we did well. to me, we were the winners man. and so many saints came to show their support! it was def a morale booster!)
4) i miss eleeeeeanorrrrr goohhhh. and hannah chee. no more ' lets walk together while the rest play ball) ahah.
5) i dont understand whats going on in my life.
6) too much work
7) ACCUSATIONS.
okay i shall stop at seven even though the list can go on and on and on.
i loved danceworks! it was so fun. MRS CHAN SHOULD LET SC PARTICIPATE. its def a v. high standard competition and if she thinks that our standard's too high, OH! she's bloody wrong! ahha.
talking bout that,
8) i MISS SC.
9) I MISS THE SEVENERS AND A FEW OTHER DANCERS.
10) I MISS 4DG
A LOT A LOT A LOT.
okay. everything has just been a complete waste of time. just gonna look like a fool on stage i suppose. nothin's registering. i SUCK! ahahha. okay thats a lie (:
miss k's class scared the shit out of me today.
okay i am gonna watch more tv.
and yes. the dancers in so you think you can dance are DAMNGOOD. GOOOSH.
OH HO HO. and if you asked, I WOULD SAY YES.
DANCWOKRS! (WARNING! DONT LOOK IF YOU HAVE A WEAKKK HEART)
