Saturday, December 17, 2005 ♥ 4:36 PM
i'm aching!!!!!!!! feel like a dying chicken. but camp was really good, and God was simply FANTASTIC. seems like this camp really brought out the vulnerability of us all, and i've never felt the holy spirit work in YE so strongly before.
this camp has got me thinking, and i realised that. i'm really lagging behind by a lot. OUTreach, not Inreach. ive to keep reminding my self that, and just give all the glory to God, none to myself. because God gave His best for us, I am so gonna give my best for Him (: i love HIM man.
worships were simply outta this world. its like. the holy spirit just hits so strongly, and you never really thought that it would happen, but it did. hit me so strong at one time that i just simply couldnt stop crying.. but yea! it was refreshing. but i'm still aching.
and the jc thing affected me damn alot, cos i didnt get my first two choices. now come to think of it, it didnt seem like i want it THAT badly. only when i didnt get it, then i wanted it so badly. but that day when i received the news, i was like. i dont know. it was the same day as the revelation that i had. and i just couldnt take it, i just broke down i guess. but i've been really blessed, because throughout that whole time, all of them were just so so so nice. it was like as if the news wsnt only for me, but for them as well. and this is God's faithfulness and love displayed through people and i was just really touched.
i dont know man. i learnt damn a lot, felt damn a lot, had a really good time fellowshipping with the YE people. yepps. wouldnt trade anything in the world for this.
for now, YE has to keep working, saving lost souls, our responsibility (: