Thursday, July 21, 2005 ♥ 8:12 PM
dance concert will live on forever in my memories.
dance will too
with all the dancers, the journey's been rather outta this world. (:
thanks ye people who came. (: hope you all liked it.
but i dont know why i feel so unattached. like clarice said, the sec fours who've been in sc dance since pri one should be really really emotional and probably pouring out buckets and buckets of tears. but somehow, it's not like that for me. i'll miss the dancers. alot, but somehow, i just dont seem to be able to cry. i dont know whats wrong. something's wrong for sure. before the last night, i was really waiting to see whether or not i would cry when i see everyone else crying, BUT I DIDNT! and i didnt know why. maybe reality hasnt set in yet.. i keep running away from things that i ought to face up to. maybe i've been running away so much that it comes too naturally now. i dont know. whatever it is, i dont think that i'll ever feel this way or feel so much about other things. the love that goes round in sc dance is just so indescribable. THE WAY WE PRAYED, THE WAY WE LAUGHED, THE WAY WE DANCED TO GLORIFY OUR FATHER, THE WAY WE ENCOURAGED EACH OTHER, THE WAY WE HUGGED, it's really too much. i dont know when i'll start realising that i'm leaving sc dance after almost a decade, but i hope it comes soon. i dont wanna leave thinking that i havent loved all of you enough. its a milestone in my life and i thank God for the dancers cos you've all been such blessings. (:
i dont know what to say
dont wanna say anything